#emotionlord

Things could've been different. I could've been Blank and Blank could've been me. Through all the gifted moments and memories. Through all the arguments and misery. We lifted the facade and to see who was honest aboot loyalty. Best believe one of us had the upper hand, you gotta understand. We both had our doubts, we both had our "friends". We both had our suspicions, we both had to pretend. Cause I'm loyal to a fault, but is it hers or mine? Moments trapped in the vault when your tour my mind. Caught feelings when you risk your heart on the line. Watch the feelings drag across my wrist over time. In a different mind frame. No mind games don't play when it's my gain. In a different time frame. Clock keeps moving as I'm working on the fame. More vivid on the thought of how they see my name.. There's no more anonymity, everything gets revealed. There's no more holding back. There's only keeping it real. So if you have a issue, tell me how you feel. Depending on how I deal, with it, you'll see the importancy..

I can't do that.

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