#emotionalboy

What you have done for me and yourself is amazing and I just cant let it be the way it is, the distance what was my inability to text you properly in a way you can believe and trust was destroyed. It became just texting you didnt want to hear my voice I was insecure and tried saying it, I didnt feel attractive and realized I hit another low that I've seen before because of long distance, YOU Most importantly for showing me the best of myself and just the meaning you always gave me from the moment you started college and I chose to stay and not let us do this wonderful journey for the bettering of ourselves alone, what we both wanted but realistically knew we should talk about it.

you gave me a lot and made me prosper wake up every morning and just love you, provide to your thoughts, needs and inner most secrets and personality traits but I loved every moment of it, It made my life more of a challenge and I liked that. I never once changed in a feeling towards you and when I thought the love was going down hill it wasn't because never once did it feel like any of the better I once had and it didn't ever get near the lowest others treated me. what it was is, I didn't see us focusing on the bigger picture, continuing what was special to our personal lives, careers, colleges and the reason we stayed together. Same stress that eat the world apart just a better couple of different people.

oh boy turbulent week.

 i feel bad for having no original content even if it is all crap.

probably not going to be on tumblr much the next couple week, not that anyones going to particularly notice but still. i need to run my priorities in line.