Nov 14, 2020
I know no one really reads my babble writings
But dear lords am I hurting
Yet at the same time ok??
Like as much as I didn’t want my relationship to end, I know it’s probably for the better since we’re going on different paths in live and are on different stages
Doesn’t mean I’m not missing her and just wishing that things can go back to the way they were
But hey, at least I’m not crying my eyes out like I did for the past two days
#shut up cillie no one cares#cillie’s babble#break ups#break up#emotional#emotion sharing#I hate feeling so conflicted#I miss her#but she’s still gonna be a part of my life#just wished I could have been the man for her#be the man she needed#she’s amazing though#and one day she’ll find someone who’ll love her as much as I do#just will give her what she needs that I couldn’t
