#emobear

#PictureWithEMOBEAR #EMOBEAR #7ElevenMY @7elevenmalaysia https://www.instagram.com/p/CDY7HUTpioJ/?igshid=kbkldn3t0plc

#GiftFromMe ... #ToYou ... #AliciaChan ... #BySevenEvelen ... #EmoBear ... #IconicEmojiBand ... (at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCa0pvjHfJbrvnJA7wKAoTb78031W6gZch1DYs0/?igshid=1vr24luk9hgn0

Woke up feelin hella feels this afternoon....I've noticed lately that when I push it too much i.e. staying up far too long (24 + hours long) too many times in one week, when I go in too hard on the sauce, when I don't quite achieve chill/work balance, eat well, sleep well, take a day to just relax, put the NEEDS of me first (not just my wanna be spoiled wants), when I give everyone the best of me and it feels as though I am left empty (get the drift?); I tend to get a wave of everything that I have been putting at bay come crashing in; knocking me over. Leaving me breathless. Leaving me spent. Leaving me feeling dark, cold and alone. I thought for sure once I started back thyroid meds, it would help calm the storm; but nope. Still ragey, still inexplicably sad, still go mad over seemingly minute things that once upon a time I would have whooshed by and not have paid attention to. But no matter the desolation I might feel, I will continue to fight and trudge on, bc we only fail if we quit. I will always continue to give my all to circumstances and people even if it isn't always reciprocated. I won't let those disappointments weigh me down or let them make me feel worthless. I will always see the love and silver lining in life. I will always chase my dreams as though they will happen tomorrow. I will grind on to create and keep momentum. The momentum of a loving life. It is what I crave most. ✌🏽 #CareBearVintageTee #GrumpyBear #EmoBear #HappyBear 🙃 #TrudgeOn #ItsOkNotToBeOk #SimmerInTheFeels #MoveOn #LookToYourHorizon #July2017 #Summer2017 #TheFeels #Cleanse #BeingGoodWithMe (at Forest Park, Georgia)

wHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT THIS THO