#emoasfuck

Sitting inside trains

Looking out the window

The frames picturesque

and your longing denied

Its a new start

From tomorrow

And today is everyday

Opposite to strangers

Flashing pearly whites

Seething on the inside

Leave me alone

I want no company

Not even the thoughts

that keep me up at night

Its velvet fluff

Its leather, shiny

But its hated all the same

At least as long as

it takes to reach my hometown

Then its lovely

And worth more than

gold hand-me-downs

Its finally tomorrow,

but it stays the same

until the train stops

and all your baggage

Aren't you like me?

We smile, we laugh

And yet cannot hide

The pain in our eyes

Because when I smile

It's a brilliant light

And no one can see

The darkness inside

Did it hurt, they ask

When your mother died?

You look at them

Disbelief in your eyes

Some people cry

Some people laugh

It's those who stare

Who are worth the war

Peace is for those who try

And I simply cry,

Coward, am I?

I embrace chaos

To enter the calm

Like the eye of a storm

where we have gone.