#emo nemo

i think that’s it. i’ve stressed myself a countless times about the numbers (more and more recently, the algorithm sucks people can’t even see my posts) and now i question myself why am i (really) still doing this. i’ll take (another) break. this time, for real. to just relax a bit and go with the flow. (as if i’m not already going with it for the past couple months) it has been almost two years? since i started this blog. then, i moved on to becoming a studyGRAM. it was great, met a LOT of friends, had great opportunies and everything. this post won’t be like a closure because i can’t see myself parting from it completely (yet). but i REALLY REALLY need a honest break. also, i’m posting this here cause i feel much much comfortable ranting on tumblr than on instagram. firstly because not a lot of people would see this (i guess). knowing that i’m writing this at 1.28am. it’ll just be buried with amazing posts. i’ll delete my social media(S) (deleted snapchat a few weeks ago already) instagram, tumblr and maybe even twitter. (not that it’s public) i’ll definitely try to put in loads of effort on youtube and my business (keep saying that get it together jhon) for the time being. anyways, i’m not making sense now. see you soon? i guess. (would i deactivate my insta idk) (would i ever come back tumblr idk)