Center Stage: Chapter Twenty
A/F: Well here it is! The last chapter of ‘Center Stage’. I believe I have an epilogue in the works. I was going to use it for something else but I changed my mind. For a more complete A/N see the afterwards. Also! When you guys are done reading this and want something to hold you over until the epilogue is posted—check out my brand new story ‘Snapshots’! It’s a series of oneshots focusing in on one portion of each Next Generation kid in the Weasley/Potter family. Currently I have Teddy up and ready to read. Enjoy!
My feet pounded against the pavement. It had started raining again but I was already past the point of casting an Impervious Charm on my sweatshirt. I didn’t have time to stop and calm my mind. I didn’t have time to find a place to hide from the Muggles. I was just going to have to deal with getting soaked.
I’ve already screwed up and it’s cost me several precious minutes that I needed. I wasn’t concentrating enough—my mind was stuffed to the brim—and I apparated a mile away from where I wanted to apparate to. I was late. I was going to miss the opening number. At this point if Cecelia didn’t take my solo slot (meaning if my plan didn’t work. I was already hoping to Merlin it would—it was a long shot really) Giles certainly would. I could only be so late. But if I didn’t have my solo this would be the only chance my family could really hear me sing. I skidded around the corner, planting my palm on the rough ground to stop myself from falling, and put on my last burst of speed to close the last block.
Oh Merlin—why am I so out of shape. I could hardly breathe thanks to the stitch in my side—the adrenalin was the only thing really keeping me going. I should suggest a new training regimen to Louis where we do things other than training on brooms. Cardio or whatever—it might give us an edge next season.
Oh for the love of all things magical—my sanity and magic was hanging by a thread yet my mind is thinking of Quidditch. I berated myself and yanked open the door to the lobby, it was empty. I could hear the low murmur behind the doors. It sounded like the Great Hall at meal times. Everyone was seated. I barely caught a glance of myself as I passed the mirror mounted behind the front desk. I looked like a drowning rat. Bugger—I won’t get ready in time. I won’t be able to perform. Slowly I edged open the door to the Green Room. It was fairly noisy—everyone chattering away the pre-show jitters, but when I entered you could’ve heard a pin drop. It was that silent. Suddenly there was a shout.
“DOMINIQUE!” Leah exclaimed from somewhere in the middle of the pack. Heads were jostled and suddenly she shoved her way to the front—her face shining. She was in her plain black opening dress—a velvet number that had a fitted bodice and flared skirt with a high crossing neckline and a low cut back. She was practically bouncing in her plain black ballet flats—her hair whipping in and out of her face. And then she was squeezing me with all the power she possessed. “I thought you wouldn’t make it! I thought things were going to be bad! You did what you had to do? You accomplished it right? I knew you would—you’re so smart and amazing. Oh—what am I going to do if I lose you!?”
“Leah! Breathe! You’re not losing me,” I snapped, tugging lightly on her hair in warning. She inhaled sharply and when she pulled away her cheeks were slightly pink.
“Of course not, I was just so nervous. Got carried away,” she whispered guiltily. I gave her a small smile and looked around the room. It was still silent. I locked eyes with Cecelia (in a tight, short and black sequined number no less), she looked absolutely livid.
“She can’t perform! She missed Final Dress, she’s not even ready, and she missed warm-ups. It wouldn’t be fair for her to get her solo!” she declared. The room seemed to be holding its breath. Apparently someone had got Giles because he stumbled into the room carrying something in his hand. It was my dress for the opening number. I gaped at him as Cameron and he rushed over. Cam and I locked eyes and my breath caught in my throat. I couldn’t tell him now—there was no time. He gnawed on his lower lip—an extremely concerned look crossing his features. His forearms flexed (rather attractively) in his plain black button-up shirt that he had rolled to his elbows. Merlin I wanted to kiss him—I didn’t know for certain if things were going to work out tonight. I didn’t know how long we had.
“GILES!” Cecelia shrieked suddenly. I was snapped back to reality.
“I said we’d talk about it after the opening number Cecelia—now go get dressed Dominique and be quick about it!” Giles declared shoving my outfit into my hands. Three of the makeup girls and Camilla swarmed around me and corralled me into the bathroom. I chanced a glance at Cameron over my shoulder—he had a determined look on his face. Maybe he was able to read my misapprehensions about my plan. Maybe he too knew our time was numbered. The mere thought made me want to break down start sobbing.
“Oh dear—I don’t know how much we’ll be able to do. Get dressed—we’re going to go get our stuff. We have to be quick about all this so you’ll look far better for your solo, but now we’re going to have to rely on your natural beauty. We’re lucky you’re so gorgeous to begin with,” Camilla, the head of the makeup department prattled on. I blinked at her—her compliments flying over my head as three pairs of hands practically ripped my jeans off of me.
“Step up, now,” a voice commanded. I obediently lifted my feet and arms as my sweatshirt and shirt was ripped from my body in fowl swoop.
“I won’t get that solo,” I finished, my voice muffled through the fabric of my tight bodice dress. Like Leah’s it had the fit and flare look, with a flared skirt but the back had a cut out in the shape of a heart.
“Don’t be ridiculous—the company will revolt if Cecelia get’s that solo again,” Camilla snorted as I was shoved onto a loo. A pair of hands were in my hair, one attacking my face and another down at my feet shoving on knee high black suede boots with a killer heel, not too much unlike Leah’s but much less tart-like.
“She needs blush or the stage will wash her out,” someone commanded.
“I missed dress rehearsal,” I added, but was smacked lightly on the cheek by someone. They were attempting to put on my lippy.
“It doesn’t matter. Giles wants you to sing anyways so you will. Giles is the final word,” one girl giggled, attacking my eyes. There was something rough and metal shoved in my hair (an Alice band I presume) and all four girls jumped back.
“It’ll have to do. Now go,” Camilla commanded, opening the door. I rushed out (didn’t even get to look at myself) into the empty green room and shoved open the door to the stage. Two people assaulted me, one a techie with a microphone and the other Cameron.
“You look amazing,” he breathed, putting a hand on my lower back and hurrying me to the packed stage where everyone was placed. We were to be at the top at opposite sides and enter on our verses, strutting down the center.
“I think they raped me in there. I wouldn’t actually know—it all went so fast,” I laughed. Cameron gave me a half smile and gave my hand a squeeze.
“I think it was their fastest change to date—three minutes for full hair, makeup, and wardrobe. I’m going to have to congratulate them.” He gave me a brief kiss to the side of the head and hurried to the other side where he was set to enter. A hush suddenly dropped over the performers and the blue lights dimmed backstage. We were plunged in darkness. The whispered roar of the crowd beyond suddenly dropped and before I could even get nervous that I was all alone the curtain was pulled.
The smattered applause that always followed a raised curtain echoed through the auditorium. Through the lights that raised on stage I could merely make out the forms of the packed audience—no direct face to guide me. I felt the rush of blood through my veins as the piano kicked in. This is what I lived for. The audience. Knowing that I was the source of pure entertainment if only for a short while. Suddenly the company started their chorus.
“Don’t Stop. Don’t Stop.”
And from the balcony rose Nathan’s voice.
“If you wake up and don’t want to smile. If it takes just a little while.”
Cecelia picked up on the harmonies and I felt the strong urge to stride down the stage and push her into the pit. But I refrained—even if she did deserve it. I took a deep breath as we all reigned in the chorus and adjusted the guitar strung against my back. Slowly it was coming time for our turn. I caught Dominique’s eye and gave her a smile. She bit her lip and raised her own microphone, strutting down into the spotlight with me. I grinned at her as she began to sing, aiding her on the harmonies with my shirt mic.
“Why not think about times to come/And not about the things that you've done/If your life was bad to you/Just think what tomorrow will do.”
As the chorus broke out again I twirled a beaming Dominique and took her hand as everyone broke out into the chorus. Suddenly the company broke out into a crescendo and I dropped Dominique’s hand and leapt on top of a rehearsal cube for the musical interlude and my guitar solo. There was a loud group of cheers somewhere off to my right as I slammed down on my chords—but it didn’t matter. It was just me and my guitar; me and the strings that I nimbly plucked and strummed to coax out the ringing serenade that flowed so easily from me. Nathan was singing his own aide to the instrumental and out of the corner of my eye I could see Ethan jamming riff after riff on the piano, he grinned up at me and gave me his signature wink. Slowly the song built down into a simmer and I looked out into the audience—taking a deep breath so I could sing into my shirt mic.
“All I want is to see you smile,” I crooned, looking across the stage.
“If it takes just a little while,” Dominique picked up right away from her perch on the rehearsal cube opposite mine.
“I know you don't believe that it's true,”
“I never meant any harm to you,” Dominique finished and as Nate and Cecelia picked up the second crescendo of voice riffs Dominique and I jumped off the rehearsal cubes, me with a large slam on the guitar and her with a slight twirl. And as the background kept up with their part the four of us had reached center stage to belt out our marks, ‘it’ll soon be here’.
The company kept their chorus going leaving the four soloists at center stage to handle our own show of voices as we chanted things such as ‘don’t you look back’ and ‘don’t stop’; things of that sort that always made me want to laugh but were necessary to round off any song. Then everyone was facing forward for the final chords.
And the audience was going wild. I glanced over at Dominique, she was panting and beaming at the same time with a wild smile on her face. She honestly looked like she was going to cry. And we gave a short bow and the curtain closed. The stage cleared quickly and I grabbed Dom around the waist (she was slightly frozen still) and hefted her to the wings. It was just in time really, because the curtain rose and the scene started. It was a drama production—a comedic thing by Neil Simon. Dominique and I stared at each other in the light that was filtering into the wings from offstage. She was still grinning madly—and suddenly she launched herself at me, a small squeal escaping from her lips. I returned the hug, kissed her fiercely and started to lead her towards the Green Room.
“That was exhilarating! Did you hear the applause?! Did you?!” she declared, flipping around and walking backwards so she could talk to me. I let out a small laugh and brushed some hair out of her face.
“I heard, I saw, you were amazing! And no nerves!” I exclaimed, grasping her waist. She scrunched her nose and gave me a one shouldered shrug.
“It happened so fast I didn’t have time for nerves. Plus—you were there beside me,” she laughed, reaching behind her and pushing open the door. She flipped around and froze, the smile slipping from her face. Cecelia was standing front and center—her arms crossed and a peeved look on her face.
“We can do this here or in the hallways,” she grinned. Everyone in the room was looking at us hesitantly, probably ready to jump in when the claws came out, but Dominique nodded and headed for the lobby door. Leah and I locked eyes from across the room and hurried after her, just catching the door before it slammed closed.
As I faced Cecelia in the deserted hallway the thrill of my first performance in front of a large audience dripped from my fingertips. I could kill her for taking away this buzz. I itched to grab for my wand but remembered it was stuffed in my sweatshirt pocket. I’ll have to do this Muggle way if I got angry—I’ll just punch her in the nose.
“Have you made a decision?” Cecelia questioned with a small smirk.
“Will you just let it rest? Giles already wants Dom to perform,” Leah sighed exasperatedly. The door to the Green Room swung open suddenly and Sara—the wardrobess—popped her head out.
“Leah—you need to get in costume. You know how long it takes us to get you in your pants,” she commented, eyeing our little faceoff wearily. Leah gave out a small groan and I grabbed her wrist before she could follow Sarah away. I quickly whispered the location of my wand and Leah gave me a brief nod—chirping that she would guard it with her life before flitting away.
“Like Loser Leah said—Giles has chosen you. But know what will happen if you perform. All I have to do is flash a little leg to those lecherous techies and they’ll stall a curtain and hand me a mic. They adore me, the big dorks,” she sighed, examining her fingernails.
“Techies do more work than you have ever done in your life,” I snapped. “We wouldn’t have a show without them.”
“Regardless, I still have them wrapped around my pinky. Now go tell Giles that you’re not performing. You. Have. No. Choice,” she stated, segregating her words. I glanced at Cameron—he was bright red with fury at his ex-girlfriend. Luke may be a crazy attempted murderer, but Cecelia might win on ‘worst ex’.
“Fine,” I answered finally. Cameron’s jaw dropped and he opened his mouth to argue with me but I silenced him with a look. “She’s right, Cam. I have no choice,” I remarked. Cameron’s eyes turned to mine. He looked heartbroken.
“Yeah Cammy, she has no choice. I’ve won—get used to it,” Cecelia giggled, before flicking her hair over her shoulder and stalking into the Green Room. Cameron whirled on me then—his eyes sharp.
“What was that about? You just giving in to her!” he demanded. I hefted a sigh and shrugged one shoulder.
“She would’ve told everyone,” I answered after a second of contemplation.
“And what makes you think she won’t use this to blackmail you for the rest of your life?”
“Will you calm down for a second?” I questioned with a small huff. Cameron froze mid-lecture and blinked at me.
“You’re not giving in?” he sighed.
“No—but I don’t know if this will work exactly. You’re going to have to trust me,” I answered firmly. Cameron gathered me into his arms and sighed again. His warm, sweet breath played across my cheeks and I closed my eyes briefly.
“I trust you. I trust you with everything,” he answered finally.
“Good, because if this doesn’t work you know this means more than just the solo—right? If she spills it means the end of us. I might have been able to convince my family—that was easy. But the ministry—they don’t encourage telling your Muggle Partner until after marriage. They’ll modify your memory and snap my wand,” I explained—my voice level and low. I opened my eyes to see Cameron’s green eyes boring into mine.
“I wouldn’t let them—we’ll run away,” he answered after a fraction of a second.
“I wish it were that easy,” I replied with a small smile. I placed a hand on his cheek and softly caressed the scruff there. “But we’re going to have to have faith that this plan will work. It’s the best that we can do.”
Cameron looked like I socked him in the gut.
“You don’t think we could hide from them?”
“No—this is magic we’re dealing with. Hiding doesn’t go well and I don’t know if my family will go to lengths to protect you. Sure they love you now but I don’t know if they’d even love me for revealing magic. It might be too big of a mistake,” I answered, my throat constricting suddenly. I couldn’t think like this—it wouldn’t work if I did. I needed to stay positive. “But we don’t have to worry—my plan is going to have to work. And I’m going to sing tonight. I’m going to show myself that I can.”
“Man,” Cameron breathed out after giving me a firm kiss on the forehead. “That potion is something, huh? This bravery—like really gutsy.”
I paused and contemplated what he said. I’ve been thinking of this since he’s brought it up in the alley. This wasn’t the effects of a Calming Draught. If one was effective then I would be in a more dream like state—almost numb to everything. This wasn’t a potion—this was raw bravery. This was me and I had no idea where this was coming from. I wasn’t a Gryffindor, I was a Ravenclaw. I wasn’t brave—I was clever. But suddenly I was brought back to my first year, like it was yesterday and not almost a decade ago.
“Another Weasley”, the hat had said. “Your family has a place, a pattern, thrones amongst the brave and valiant. You would fit in there.”
“But I’m not brave,” I remember thinking. I was shaking head to toe on that little three legged stool. I was almost convulsing in fright. “I’d rather find a smart way to get out of a tree than launch myself towards the ground like Fred or Victoire would do. Sure I do stupid stuff on my broom but that’s not before I thought it out first. I don’t go with reckless—I’m more meticulous.”
The hat had laughed at that word, meticulous. It said it was impressive for the brains he usually delves into and then he stated those fateful words. “Ravenclaw!”
My history was set in stone that day. I was the first Weasley to be sorted into anything but Gryffindor—at the major shock of my family. At first I felt left out and rather lonely without Fred and Victoire at my side. But I grew to it—my cleverness and wit—and I never really did regret not having the brave gene. But the Sorting Hat was right. I did have that small quality that would’ve fit me into the puzzle of Gryffindor. It just didn’t have an opportunity to show itself until now.
“Actually—I don’t think that ever started working,” I admitted once I had fully worked out this personality puzzle that warped my mind. Cameron gave me a confused look and I shrugged.
“I must have thrown it up. This is all me—this is my inner-Gryffindor dwarfing that Ravenclaw blood,” I laughed. Cameron gave me a quirked eyebrow (he’d gotten the house explanations at lunch that day) and gave me an impressed look.
“Well look who didn’t carve a new path for her family after all. You may be the first to be in a new house in a century or whatever—but I guess you’ll always be a Weasley,” he laughed, opening the door to the Green Room. It was calm—people lounging around and waiting for their performances. Cameron glanced at the telly in the corner that displayed the stage and grimaced.
“Shit—I gotta go get ready for the Fire’s performance. We sing and then I close for intermission,” he stated—giving me a quick kiss and heading towards the boys’ changing area. Leah hurried over and slipped me my wand, which I gratefully took and stuck into my boot.
“Cecelia is getting dressed—” she stated, looking at me apprehensively.
“Yes, she is,” I replied, going over to Sarah who looked quite miserable while Cecelia bossed her around.
“It doesn’t have enough glitter and glam Sarah. Don’t you have anything else?” she whined, twirling in front of the mirror. I beg to differ—not only was her short dress completely covered in large heavy rhinestone like jewels but a blue and black feathered tail/train thing. Leah looked appalled.
“You look like you’re bloody covered in the Crown Jewels, Cecelia. It’s what you have—deal with it,” Sarah snapped before turning to me. Cecelia had huffed off towards hair and makeup and Sara looked like she was going to cry.
“Why are you giving this to her?” she declared.
“Because I was late,” I answered. “Even if Giles gives it to me—it wouldn’t be right.”
So I was lying through my teeth—but I very well couldn’t say I was being blackmailed.
“But you’re dress was so brilliantly fabulous!” she whined. I grinned; exactly what I wanted her to say.
“Well I was wondering if I could get all done up for the hell of it? Everyone is wearing a mishmash of costumes for the finale anyways,” I stated in a hopeful voice. Sarah brightened and clapped her hands together.
“Of course! Brilliant! They girls will have a blast! We have no one to get ready during intermission anyways. Leah—you’re lipstick is smudged. Don’t go off snogging Tanner once you have red on. Go fix it,” Sarah announced—turning abruptly to Leah, who immediately blushed with the sudden spotlight of the micro-managing designer. She mumbled apologies and shuffled off towards the makeup area as Sarah motioned for me to follow her. She began to deftly flip through the hangers until she pulled a frock off the rack. It was actually the first time seeing my dress and my jaw dropped.
It was fully gold sequined, but not in the over the top way of Cecelia’s dress. It was simpler; a t-shirt type dress with cap-sleeves that hit a good few inches above the knee and cinched in at the waist with a black satin bow.
“It’s amazing,” I gasped, grasping at the hem. Sarah positively beamed at me.
“It pretty much came as is—the only thing I had to do to it was the bow belt. I just saw it—thought of your song and how bright and cheery it was—and new it was perfect for you,” Sarah babbled on, looking down at my shoes and frowning. “You can keep those on. Go change.”
I sighed in thanks and snatched the dress, quickly putting it on and trying to see all of me in the small bathroom mirror.
“C’mon! Get out here! Cameron’s performing!” Leah exclaimed, banging on the bathroom door. I gasped and flew out of the room and clutched onto her—allowing her to lead me to the wings. They were just finish up the band number—an upbeat song titled ‘Tonight, Tonight’. Cameron was currently perched on top of the bass drum; suddenly he turned around and kicked mid-air, slamming down on his guitar and rushing over to the mic to sing back up. They ended with a clash of the drums and I cheered along with the audience. The other guys cleared off quickly, slapping my palm as they passed and Cameron stayed on stage—replacing his guitar with an acoustic one. My breath caught in my throat—he hasn’t let me hear this song yet and I was absolutely dying in anticipation. He dragged a stool to the center and perched on top of it, adjusting the mic stand to his level.
“Hello everyone—I’m Cameron. I could talk here for a bit—but I feel like someone would throw something. So I’m just going to say this. It’s a new song that I wrote for someone particularly special,” he looked off stage at me and I waved, giving him a huge smile. “This one’s for you Dom.”
I felt my cheeks heat up. I didn’t think he would actually say my name. I heard a few whoops that sounded distinctly like Fred, Lou, James and Kent but then the acoustic guitar picked up and Cameron began singing.
“I sing for you/And only you/Where ever I go I find you/You’re in the sound of every hello/In everything I do/You’re the song I was destined to know/And I only sing for you.”
The song was a very simple string of chords and played by simply plucking the strings instead of strumming the guitar. I felt my heart leap into my throat and I covered my mouth with my hands. The only time I’ve seen Cameron just sit and sing like this was when he didn’t know I was watching that very first day of lessons. When it was just him and the music and nobody to impress. That’s how he was now. Just him and the song. Eyes closed and soul bared for all to see.
“You went away/ I should have known /You leave so many dreams behind you/Thought I’d be fine just being alone/I didn’t have a clue/But my heart had a mind of its own/And would only sing for you.”
I felt a single tear drop from my eye and I quickly brushed it away. I never understood how he felt to see me choke up with stage fright every time.
“You’re in the sound of rain/Clouds in a winter sky/In a thousand unsaid words/In a thousand crazy reasons why/You were meant to fly.”
He looked at me then and smiled slightly before turning towards the audience again. He really believed in me. He believed in my abilities and who I was.
“So fly for me /And day by day/I’ll keep hoping your heart reminds you/Nothing but love can stand in our way/But love can see us through/Maybe that’s all I wanted to say/I will always sing for you/I will always sing for you.”
And the song ended with a smile and a simple strum of chords. Cameron grasped the neck of his guitar and murmured a soft thank you before the curtain fell to the sound of thunderous applause.
“I’ll just leave you two to—well yeah,” Leah grinned, squeezing my shoulder and walking off. I forgot she was there. The tears were falling from my eyes unashamedly now and Cameron was grinning like a total loon as he got to me.
“Well—do I affect you that much? I’m honored,” he laughed. I shook my head and attempted to get control of myself. It took a couple seconds but finally I could speak again.
“You believe in me,” I managed to get out. Cameron looked taken aback.
“Well duh—I’ve been telling you that for weeks.”
“But now I get it. I mean I got it before but now I get it. You really love me.”
Cameron beamed at me and scooped me into his arms, burying his face in my hair.
“I really do love you. Crazy and all,” he laughed.
“I love you—that was beautiful. It was completely beyond words,” I gasped into his chest.
“Well I just accomplished the impossible, huh? Struck you absolutely speechless.”
“Oh stuff it. Okay—I have to finish my hair and make-up. Cecelia is on fourth, after Leah and Kenzie. I’ve got to get in the right frame of mind,” I announced suddenly. It was all hitting me so fast. My one and only chance was ticking nearer. Cameron stiffened.
“What are you doing exactly?” he questioned in a whisper.
“I don’t want to jinx it,” I admitted. I was too afraid to say it out loud. Then it would be real. This was beyond complex magic that I haven’t fully practiced. I spent those hours horded in Flourish & Botts frantically reading anything I could on the subject. Normally I would go to the library but this was the next best thing on the subject. I wasn’t adept to this type of magic—yes I was good at Charms but not without the proper practice and preparation. It could end up being completely disastrous and I could potentially make things worse. But I had to try—I couldn’t just roll over and comply with her. I wouldn’t.
“Is it difficult?” Cameron questioned, breaking me from my thoughts.
“Yes. My Aunt could do it at my age—but she practiced and prepared for months because she had to. I wasn’t supposed to learn it until this year at the most and I only had a few hours to soak the process in my brain. Its complex at its easiest and it could be dangerous. One can only go so far on theory which is what I was running off of before my little errand,” I sighed. Cameron blinked at me.
“Leah’s right—you really are a genius,” he grinned.
“Well—‘Wit beyond measure’,” I quoted. Cameron gave me a blank look and I smiled. “I’ll explain later—but I have to go get ready.”
“Alright—I’m going on stage. You’re supposed to be after me. You sure you have a plan?” Leah quipped, hovering between the Green Room and the stage. I gave her a quick nod and she gave me a concerned look.
“I’m just mentally preparing myself,” I admitted, giving her a little shove. “Now go. You’ll be brilliant.”
Cecelia pushed past me to wait in the wings for her number and I gave a shuddering breath. Cameron was at my side in seconds.
“You ready to do whatever you’re doing?” he questioned. I gave him a terse nod and lead him to the stairwell that split off one way to the lighting catwalk and the next way to the musical pit.
“I need you in the wings. If this works you’re going to have to save Cecelia from the stage,” I ordered, slipping my wand out of my boot. Cameron’s eyes widened and he gave me a nod. “I also won’t see you until after I sing. I’m going to be stuck down there. I was talking to Sarah and she told me about this platform that rises up into the stage. I plan on using that.”
“Well that will be an entrance,” Cameron whistled. I shrugged; I didn’t plan it that way I just wouldn’t be able to make it back out of the pit unnoticed and on time. I bit my lip. If I pulled this off I would be up there all by myself and there would be no turning back. I felt the dread sticking in my stomach and I turned to Cameron. Leah’s song was just starting.
“Maybe I should just let her sing,” I questioned quietly. Cameron’s eyes grew wide.
“No way. You can do this. You are brilliant. I’ll be in the wings,” he ordered sternly. I looked into his eyes and his song surged through me. He believed in me so I needed to believe in me. I stood on my tip toes and gave him a quick kiss before adjusting my hair. The styling team gave me beachy waves and very natural makeup but with very dynamic eyes. I looked too good to not sing. Oh Merlin—I just need to keep telling myself these things. I broke from the kiss and took a step back from Cameron. With a deep breath I tapped my wand on top of my head. The sensation of an egg cracking on my hair trickled down my back and I shivered.
“Whoa,” Cameron breathed, squinting in my direction.
“Disillusionment Charm…blends me into the background,” I explained, grabbing his hand. He jumped slightly at the sudden contact but gave it a squeeze. “Wish me luck.”
“You don’t need it. You’re fantastic on your own,” Cameron replied, looking lovingly in my general direction. I nodded, even though he couldn’t see it, and as carefully and quietly as I could I walked down the stairs. I eased into the pit—which was just ending Leah’s song. The audience was applauding madly and I took this opportunity to creep in between music stands, allowing the clapping to muffle the sound of my heels. When I reached center, right in front of the piano, I settled down and took out my wand to test my aim. I would be able to hit the person standing on center stage directly. I took a couple of calming breaths and began to process theory and the steps it took to properly do this charm. I could feel my heart slamming against my rib cage and I was almost sure Ethan could hear it. It was as if it was slow motion—the curtain pulling upwards to reveal a beaming Cecelia. She quickly adjusted her face mic and as the band started to play I took my chance.
With a deep breath I pointed my wand at her forehead (hoping I was close enough) and closed my eyes so I could concentrate. I pulled all the memories forward. All of our time in the alley, her exact song, every little detail and focused it to the front of my mind. My eyes snapped open and I could feel my fingers tingle.
“Obliviate,” I whispered, allowing the music to cover the noise, twisting my wrist and pulling my wand back towards me. That’s it, Dominique, pull out the memories you wish the subject to forget. Suck them directly into your wand. Focus on the memory. Focus, focus. And suddenly—mid breath—Cecelia’s eyes went all unfocused and she blinked out at the audience, freezing in place. The band continued playing—looking at each other and looping the music back around. Cecelia opened her mouth to sing again and furrowed her brow. She couldn’t remember her song. She couldn’t remember what I was. I did it. I actually did. I performed a memory charm without completely erasing her memory. I made her think she just forgot her song and never followed us to the alley at all. Suddenly Cameron was rushing on stage with a mic in his hand. The band stopped playing. I could hear the fervent whispering of the audience just behind me. I took this chance to crawl forward to the bowels of the stage and position myself on the platform. I undid the disillusionment charm and waited.
“And that was the farcical performance of the night! New thing we’re doing! Cecelia Davoren everybody!” he exclaimed, clapping his hands together. Slowly the audience followed suit—albeit very unenthusiastically. I heard their footsteps and quickly tapped the platform with my wand. It started going. I shoved my wand in my boot and took a huge breath as I rose into the light. I needed to do this. For my family, for Cameron, and most importantly for me.
There was a large gasp from everyone as I hit the spotlight and a huge amount of applause. I smiled sheepishly and looked offstage. Cameron quickly tossed me a mic and I caught it, clipping it into the stand and grinning at the sea of faces in front of me. I could do this. I had to do this. I glanced down at Ethan, Justin and Paul who all looked very confused at my sudden appearance but shrugged. I gave them a short nod and looked forward to sing my song. The guitar suddenly started strumming and I took a deep breath. Just sing. Forget they’re there. Just sing. Just let it happen so fast you don’t have to think about it. I just let the intro sweep me into the song and then I was singing.
“Stop me on the corner/I swear you hit me like a vision/I, I, I wasn't expecting/But who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go with it?/Don't you blink you might miss it/See we got a right to just love it or leave it/You find it and keep it/Cause it ain't every day you get the chance to say…”
I took a deep breath and unclipped the mic, grabbing on the stand as I was carried into the chorus.
“Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart/It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun/Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky/Shining how we want, brighter than the sun.”
And it was like I was never scared in the first place. Suddenly it was just me and the music. It was pumping in my veins, in my heart, in my soul. It was just there and it was like I belonged to it all along.
“I've never seen it, but I found this love I'm undefeated/You better believe, I'm gonna treat it better than anything I've ever had/Cause you're so damn beautiful read it,/It's signed and delivered let's seal it/Boy we go together like peanuts and paydays and Marley and reggae/And everybody needs to get a chance to say…”
I paused here and looked off stage at Cameron who was smiling so wide I feared his face would break in two and then I was right back to the chorus again. I was shaking my hips, twirling my hair and honestly having the time of my life. I perched on a rehearsal cube and clutched the mic with both hands, looking out at the audience as I hit the bridge after the second chorus.
“Everything is like a white out, cause we shika-shika a shine down/Even when the, when the light's out but I can see you glow/Got my head up in the rafters, got my happy ever after/Never felt this way before, ain't felt this way before…”
And I jumped up, holding my hand out at my hip with a flat palm as I basically spoke the last couple lines in the first verse. My moment. The moment where I was struck down and I’ve been lost to him ever since.
“You stopped me on the corner/I swear you hit me like a vision/I, I, I wasn't expecting/But who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go?”
I almost didn’t want the last chorus to go so quickly. It would mean this rush was over. That I was done. I didn’t want to be. I wanted to stay up here under these lights and sing forever. But I knew it had to end, so I was going to end it with a bang. I took center stage after the short period of vocal riffs and note holds and stood firmly under the spotlight. And for the last time this summer—I took center stage.
“It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun!”
The feeling I got from the applause warmed me from the inside out. It rang in my ears and I barely registered the very loud cheering from the side. There were cat calls and whistles and I chanced a look over. I could barely make out a line of red hair—but I blew a kiss in their direction and the curtain fell, leaving me center stage to bask in my accomplishments for a moment.
The showcase ended in a flurry of hugs to Dominique from me and Leah, one very confused but upset Cecelia (she couldn’t believe she actually forgot the song), and a very beautiful song. As the curtain fell for the final time the company let out their usual chorus of whoops and cheers. I grabbed Dominique around the middle and spun her into a circle. We were soon engulfed by the band (pretty much as soon as I put her down) and Jason hoisted her over his shoulder.
“You were AMAZING! Like completely and utterly amazing,” he announced spinning spastically in circles.
“Jason! Put me down! I’m sure I’m flashing everyone!” Dominique shrieked, slapping at his back.
“Don’t put her down,” came a chorus of three other voices. I glared at Tanner, Kyle and Nathan who merely smiled innocently at me.
“Spectacular show everyone! We are so proud of you, what a fantastic way to end the season!” Jenks exclaimed. There was another group cheer.
“Now you tossers all visit your families and loved ones and we’ll see you all at the cast party at eleven sharp!” Giles added. There was a collective cheer. Cast party always got a bit crazy—it had the makings of a high school prom with drama, hook ups, and breakups and plenty of contraband to sustain it all (not that Giles and Jenks necessarily knew about said contraband). There was the usual flood towards the Green Room and subsequently the lobby but Giles intercepted our path.
“Go ahead,” Dominique commanded to the guys and Leah. They all shrugged and continued on, leaving Giles grinning down at Dominique.
“Quite the entrance,” he declared. Dominique blushed and gave a slight shrug.
“I’m just happy Cecelia messed up and I actually got to use it. I just had a feeling I would get lucky,” she answered finally. Giles quirked and eyebrow and rubbed his beard before hefting a sigh.
“That was a rather brilliant Memory Charm. How many have you done before? To make her forget the song—quite devious really. Did you modify anything else?” he questioned. Dominique’s jaw dropped. I didn’t think it was possible to get closer to the floor than mine was at the moment—but she did.
“You’re—what?!” she shrieked. Giles merely grinned.
“Shut your fat gobs. And by the way—saw the scar on this one’s leg. Can’t believe you splinched the poor guy. Amateur really,” he scoffed. Dominique’s eyes flashed.
“I was panicked and he just grabbed me mid-apparition. And for your information; yes, it was the first one I’ve performed. Nearly wiped myself out doing it—surprised I had the energy to perform at all,” she answered hotly.
“Cecelia poked her nose into our business and threatened to tell everyone so Dom made her forget that whole situation and the song she was singing,” I explained, finally finding use of my vocal chords.
“She’s quite the cow—isn’t she?” he grinned.
“How’d you find out?” Dominique questioned suddenly.
“I’ve known since you registered. How many Weasley’s are there in the world, really? Magical or not. Tara confirmed it. Who do you think told Tara what she was? Quite lucky I didn’t want a magical career. Quite a shock to poor Jenksey though—finding out her daughter and one of her closest friends are magic. I just thought you wanted to be inconspicuous, that’s all. This is the only place you can escape your last name,” he explained, throwing an arm around Dominique’s shoulder. “Now go see your family. Brilliant performance, by the way, knew you had it in you.”
Dominique managed to drag me away from Giles, who was still smirking at us. I was having trouble coming to terms with this. Giles has taught me pretty much everything I know about music was a wizard. It makes me wonder exactly how many are hidden amongst the normal masses.
“Stop looking so shocked,” Dominique laughed, pausing at the Green Room door.
“Aren’t you?” I scoffed. She shrugged and reached up to brush some hair out of my face.
“Well of course, but I’m still kinda on a performance high and I’m not letting that get me down,” she announced, pushing open the door and making her way down the hallway. There was a loud cheer as we came in view of the hallway, causing several alarmed looks from our fellow performers. Dominique merely blushed and allowed Lily to crash into her stomach.
“That was amazing!” she exclaimed, looking up at both of us.
“Why thank you Lily-flower,” Dominique laughed, making her round of hugs. I was suddenly crushed by a flurry of red hair.
“Your song was lovely,” Dominique’s Grandmum sobbed. “Absolutely lovely. Oh, the love you have for our ickle Dommykins.”
“Grandmum! Stop it!” Dominique laughed, extracting me from her grasp.
“Good show. Good show,” her granddad grinned, looking all around him. “How did they change those light colors? Color changing charm?”
“Arthur!” was followed with several hissed ‘Dad’s’ and a sheepish Granddad Weasley.
“Just curious is all,” he admitted.
“Can you introduce me to the one in the leather? I’ve met her before.” Fred questioned, coming along side me.
“Leah?!” Dominique and I gasped at the same time.
“Whatever her name was, she was fit and I’m smitten,” he laughed. Dominique rolled her eyes as Kaylie, Kent and James rounded up to us.
“I prefer those dancers. Did you see the way they bended?” James declared. Kaylie gave him a disturbed look and he turned red.
“I mean—I prefer them totally nonbendable. Like you,” he coughed, before giving Kaylie a quick kiss.
“No—but really, James is right,” Kent whispered to me. I laughed and turned around to see Louis looking towards a group of our peers. Colby was making eyes at him and Louis frowned—probably remembering his last encounter with him.
“Dominique! Is this the rest of your family?!” Leah squealed coming over. Unfortunately for Fred she had changed back to her dress from the opening number. He didn’t seem to mind very much though because he pushed Louis out of the way and launched himself at her.
“Hullo there beautiful, my name’s Fred. I believe we’ve met before,” he announced holding out his hand. Leah looked taken aback for a moment but blushed and shook his hand. Louis and James were glaring at him, probably because he stepped on them in his way over. The rest of the guys had joined us now and were being introduced.
“Dominique—your family is huge,” Tanner stated, eyeing Fred slightly. He put a protective arm around Leah’s waist and Fred drooped considerably.
“Wanna introduce me to the tall blonde one?” Kyle questioned in a loud whisper.
“My sister? That’s her boyfriend next to her. Say hi, Ted!” Dominique declared. Teddy laughed and gave the band a sarcastic wave. Kyle immediately changed tactics.
“What about the tiny red head—with the curls? Or the one next to her—the tan one?” he whispered. Dominique blinked.
“Molly and Roxy? No way are you even getting near my fifteen year old cousins you git,” she snapped. Kyle frowned slightly and sulked off towards a dance girl.
“You really need to find him a boyfriend,” Dominique commented dryly.
“We’re working on it,” Jason sighed as Nathan nodded sagely.
I flipped towards the voice and looked around wildly. It can’t be. Suddenly a flurry of brown hair careened into my stomach and I felt my breath hitch.
“Carly? What the hell are you doing here?” I questioned, kneeling down and embracing my little sister. She buried her face in my neck and laughed.
“We surprised you huh? You were great—you too guys,” she announced pulling away and looking at the band. Nathan was pouting.
“No hello for me?” he questioned.
“Nope. We’ve gone over this before,” she answered hotly. I stood up and left them arguing and searched around. Finally I saw her and pushed through several people before scooping my Mom in a huge hug.
“What the heck are you doing here!? How could you afford it?!” I demanded pulling her at arms length.
“No ‘good to see you Mom’? No ‘I love you’?” she laughed. I rolled my eyes and she smacked me lightly across the chest.
“We had to make it down to what was probably your last year here! Now introduce me around,” she demanded, looping her arm through mine. Dominique was already chatting to Carly—introducing the two cousins that were friends with Tara. She stood and gave my Mom a hug before turning to everyone (briefly giving her grandfather a warning look).
“This is Cameron’s Mum all. Mrs. Hutchinson—this is my family.”
“Now there’s a lot of us—but don’t worry, we’re friendly,” Mr. Weasley declared. He had created a great red beard that covered a majority of the scars, but he came forward with Dom’s mom immediately taking mine under their wing. Dominique grinned at me and slipped her arm around my waist. I bent down and gave her a kiss on the top of her head. We watched our two families (mine including the band, who was chatting animatedly with Teddy, James, Fred and Kent while Kaylie, Leah, Louis and Colby talked) mingle with each other in perfect harmony. Non-magical and magical alike.
“It was a pretty good summer,” Dominique stated suddenly. I laughed and tilted her chin up so I could give her a proper kiss. A crumpled up program hit the side of her head and she broke apart to glare at Fred who was grinning innocently.
“Know what’s been stuck in my head?” I questioned. She looked up at me with questioning eyes.
“The finale song. It’s really inadequately named. ‘Finale B’; Rent should be more innovative than that,” I scoffed. Dominique laughed and turned to face me so she could wrap her arms around my neck.
“But the lyrics are pretty great. ‘No day but today’. If you think about it—it’s kinda the anthem of my summer experience. If I hadn’t embraced the day I would’ve never auditioned for the program.”
“And then you would’ve never met your incredibly handsome boyfriend,” I added. Dominique scoffed and lightly smacked my chest.
“No—I wouldn’t have. Maybe I should embrace my inner Gryffindor more often?”
“Or you know just take center stage more often. That’s always a great confidence booster,” I laughed. Dominique looked seriously contemplative for a moment before she nodded.
“I’ll definitely be taking center stage more often from here on out. Thank you for making me realize that.”
I bent down and gently blanketed my lips over hers. As much as she keeps saying I taught her things this summer—she really taught me so much more; acceptance in any situation, to pursue my real music, and most importantly that even I can love someone. Yeah, it’s been a good summer.
Opening- Don’t Stop by Fleetwood Mac used Glee Version
Fire’s Redemption- Tonight, Tonight by Hot Chelle Rae
Cameron- I Sing For You from the movie Camp
Dominique- Brighter Than The Sun by Colbie Callait
So that’s it! The end of ‘Center Stage’! Expect an epilogue soon, but I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I did writing it. I hope I did this last chapter justice. I was contemplating breaking it into two chapters at one point, but I didn’t want to interrupt the flow. I hope I also did the song parts correctly and entertaining for you guys to read. Let me know your thoughts!
PS: I do have to thank one VERY dedicated reader Zepheus. You my darling have stuck with me through this whole story. I consider you one of my most dedicated readers and reviewers. You weren’t afraid to give me constructive criticism or ask questions and I really appreciate it.
Also Kenzie Jean, you lovely know what you got out of this story. The dear character Kenzie is dedicated to you…love the one and only person to ever call you Kenzie your whole life!