#embarresed

do you ever get so embarrassed that you want to disappear 

Soo something very embarressing happened today the first thing was that my pants like ripped a little at my thigh while putting it on when we were done with sports class and then 2 hours later we are in math class everyone is silent and then you hear my ringtone when I have a message and it goes like this ‘AAAUUWW’ so everybody was like wtf what was that and from who was that I was slowly going under my desk when people found out that was Michael I then turned it off while fidgeting with my phone and then let my head fall on my desk from embarrassment and the ringtone was so loud and I never have my ringtone on. But the people in my class were like that’s so cool or they said why didn’t you pick 'shamone’ 😂😂😂 and then they were impersonating Michael the whole day long. 😂😂😂

I drew two different coloring styles.One is just plain shading, the other is slightly more 3d.

So I'm all about TeamIplier and want to meet them all as well as JSE. Also I want to go to an SPN Con and meet everyone I can. Here comes the problem. I am, and always have been, very embarrassed about my height. I bounce between 6' and 6'1". That means: - I will be eye to eye with Jensen [awkward] - I won't have to crane my neck to talk/look up to Jared [equally awkward] - I will be looking down on all from TeamIplier but Tyler and I don't know how tall he is but I'm betting we will be eye to eye or close. [SCREAMING] All I want to meet my favorite people that I look up to and take decent looking photos so I can remember meeting them fondly not be reminded that I'm basically Shrek. It's one of those days.

I'm gonna cry and scream I meant nothing ignore my actions I am worthless