Alright then. "I wish you would talk to me" or the other varient there of. Continuation of that abo fic. Please. Pretty. With sugar. And sexy hot men on top.
you meant the recent Destiel one, right? hows this? 1506 words....(Wow!)
After that, things should have been easy, right? Hell,Castiel and Dean both liked each other and they had the same fears, but well,that was the problem.
Both of them were afraid to be honest with each other anyfurther than they already had been. Because what if the next thing they said was the thing that chased the other away? Or theone after that?
Tentatively, they shared each otherâs space, watchingmovies together, going out for dinner, taking drives in the Impala, visitingthe bee hives. They learned more about each other and yetâŚ
And yet neither of them would make the next move. Despite thefact that theyâd already made thenext move. After that kissâŚthereâd been nothing.
But oh, my God,Dean sure as fuck wished there was. Cause Cas was hot.
And unless he was really mistaken in what he was smelling,Cas thought the same of him. So what the fuck was holding them back? It wasnâtas if they hadnât gone through a get to know you period, even if it had beenunder the impression that they were only friends at the time.
Where was the magic step?
Tonight was another example of unresolved sexual tensionand how much they were literally drowning in it. It was so bad, Dean hadnâtnoticed anyone else leave the apartment because he was lost in Casâs eyes. Hehadnât registered anything on the tv that had been on for the last couple ofhours, because he was cuddled too close to Casâs warmth.
Dean inhaled deeply that awesome storm fresh scent that Casalways brought into the apartment with him. It made his insides quiver and âjudging from the wrinkling of his brothers nose whenever Cas got near Dean orDean even thought about Cas â his arousalquite pronounced.
Inhaling again, Dean didnât even realize his nose had Casâsneck until the man stiffened and gasped beside him. Deanâs nose wrinkled assomething sour hit it and he wondered what the hell he had left out to go bad âwhen he realized it was Cas.
Dean jerked away as if burned and noted how pale Caslooked, how frightened. The normally impassive face was still fairly wellblank, but between Casâs expressive blue eyes and that scent there was no mistaking how uncomfortable heâd become,how scared.
âCas? Man, whatâs wrong? Did I do something?â Deanâsarousal quickly cooled down. Heâd thought Cas wanted this, wanted him. Had his fears been right this wholetime? But why would Cas have lied to him? Had someone put him up to this?
âNothing is wrong, Dean,â Castielâs gravelly voice intonedflatly.
âBullshit, Cas,â Dean bit out, âI thoughtâŚI thought we wereon the same page, that we were both on board here. But I canât even get alittle bit close without freaking out on me. I mean, you donât have to doanything you donât want to do, but you gotta talk to me!â
âWe are talking,â Cas tilted his head in that way of histhat Dean normally thought was cuteand endearing as hell, but right now, was trying his patience. Was Cas reallytrying to play ignorant here?
âI donât mean just words, man, I mean words that havemeaning,â Dean rubbed a hand over his eyes.
âAll words have meaning,â Castiel insisted, the tiltgrowing more pronounced.
âOh my God, Cas â thatâs not what I mean,â Dean blew out abreath, closed his eyes and just breathed in and out for a few seconds. Hesighed, opened his eyes and reached a hand to grab Casâs. âLook, somewhere oranother, we have some sort of disconnect going on. Letâs see if we can find it,okay?â
âOkay,â Cas agreed with a nod, not only allowing Dean tograb his hand, but going so far as t curl his fingers around Deanâs with anervous smile
âI like you and you like me â true or false?â
âTrue,â Cas nodded as he spoke.
âGreat! We both like spending time with each other?â Deanasked, âJust assume that any statement with we means I already agree with myhalf and just judge your side of it.â A wider grin appeared on Casâs face whilehe nodded and Dean felt a small surge of triumph. âWe shared one hell of a kissthat first time we met face to face â and by hell of a kiss, I mean I really enjoyed it.â
This time Casâs nod was shaky and - aha! The smell Deancould catch now was both aroused and embarrassed. Wait, was it that simple?
âNow letâs back it up a step. Do you like physical contactwith me? Like this?â Dean glanced down at their clasped hands, Castielâs eyesfollowing his movements. He nodded at Dean. âAnd this?â Dean slid his other armaround Cas and tucked himself into Casâs side, laying his head on Casâsshoulder. There was another nod. âWhat about this?â Dean turned his headslightly to press a light kiss to Casâs neck and the man shuddered, and the nervous,nearly scared scent ramped up.
Dean jerked back again, tried to pull his hand away fromCas to give him his space but Casâs fingers convulsed and tightened on Deanâswith a whimper, not letting go.
âSee, man, this is what we need to talk about. I donât knowwhatâs okayâŚcause something is clearly notokay and I donât want to make you upset,â Dean tentatively raised a hand tocup Castielâsâ cheek, sliding down to his jaw, Castiel leaned into it withclosed eyes.
âItâsâŚnot your fault Dean, itâs just thatâŚI told you Iâmnot a very good Omega. Iâve never hada relationship that went any further than the first few dates before. IâveneverâŚâ Castielâsâ low voice dropped into a whisper âhad sex.â
Dean blinked. That certainly wasnât what he had expected tohear. âBut, Cas, I donât care about that. Everyone in their lives has been atthat point before. Iâm not gonna make fun of you, if thatâs what you think.â
âItâsâŚitâs not just that. Itâs thatâŚweâre both Omegas, Dean. WhoâŚwhat ifâŚwho doesâŚ?âCastiel stammered, clearly uncomfortable, but at least willing to talk it out.
Dean restrained a laugh, âWho does the pitching? Who sayswe canât take turns? Though, I gotta tell you, Iâm dying to let you top. Justthink about it, man. We got the same basic equipment as Alphas â you donât needa knot to have fun. We just have a little something extra thatâs gonnaâŚsmooth the way, if you know what I mean.âDean waggled his eyebrows flirtatiously, causing Cas to laugh, tension bleedingout of his body, his scent turning again and making Deanâs mouth water and hispants just a little damp.
Judging from the look in Castielâs eyes, his might besuffering the same fate. He leaned closer to Dean and gave him a tentativekiss, so different then the last one they shared, but it was full of emotion. Thescent of arousal was now flooding off both of them and it was likely a goodthing their friends had all bailed for the night before this, becauseotherwise, they might have gagged over the powerful smells both Omegas wereemitting.
Before Dean knew it, Cas had pressed him to the couch and,with a little guidance, shifted his lips to attach and lick at Deanâs jaw, upto the lobe of his ear, down his throat to that one spot on his neck that hadDean sooooooooo ready for anything Cas wanted to do.
He whined when Cas pulled back, looking somewhat nervous again,smelling conflicted. Dean smiled up at him softly. âNo worries, Cas, weâll takeit as slow as you want. If all you wanna do tonight is make out, then thatâswhat weâll do.â
âEven if you want more?â Cas asked with a wavering voice.
âCas, I donât want more if you donât, no matter if my bodysays otherwise. Itâs not the master of me. Iâm on board for whatever you wantto give, and if that means it takes years, then it takes years. Sex is fun, butso is just being with you,â Deaninsisted, trying to cool his ardor and show Cas the proof of his words.
Cas grinned that gummy smile of his that Dean had already grownto love and dove in for another panty melting kiss â not that Dean was wearingany of those. Nope, nosirree, not him â and pulled back, resting his head onDeanâs forehead, his body covering Deanâs as they lay on the couch, their feettangled together. One set of hands still held together while the other set madetentative caresses along jaws, scratched enticingly against the scalp beneathit.
âThank you, Dean, for being understanding,â Castiel rumbledout happily.
âYeah, babe, any time,â Dean beamed back up at him. God,but Cas made him ridiculously happy. They could do this, he just knew it.