#elo rage

I was prepared to speak about The Plague  and her showing her white feminist mindset on Twitter but I read a moronic in the Bonnie Bennett tag and I’ll talk about that. 

I need one minute of silence for the moron explaining to a fandom mostly composed by Black women who are saying Bonnie was treated as a Magical Negro we are being “fake woke” in the fandom right now.

Jesus Lord give me strenght because I’m laughing. Everyone in the Bonnie Bennett fandom from fanpop to Tumblr and Twitter who were engaged about her, asking for her to have better writing, asking why her material in the books were given to Elena and Caroline, why she was never in the masquerade ball, parties to be dolled up, years after years, asking politely for her to have actual relationship with actors she had chemistry with, we were polite and then we were called RABID. When other stans are sending death threats, they were called passionate and got what they wanted. And I don’t forget when We All Bleed Red told us if Kat’s Jewish fans should advocate for Bonnie too...(that piece of shit).

I’m like, someone saying it’s offensive to call Bonnie a magical negro when she is basically what this trash show made her, it’s not on us. 

Calling us fake woke when we spend YEARS YES FUCKING YEARS ADVOCATING FOR HER AND ACTING FIGHTING WITH FUCKED UP SECOND RATE DEGENERATE DE STANS WHO SENT DEATH THREATS AT PEOPLE and you’re telling us, “oh the Bonnie stans didn’t do anything, now you’re fake woke”

I’m like seriously??????

I blocked that idiot but I’m not here for this bullshit revisionist history. Fuck you.

The search post don’t show shit so finding episodes in order is asking for hours of misery. 

I’m not here for your shit Tumblr today.

I’m not happy! 

I think I’ll do what I’m doing on twitter nowadays and block the shit out of everyone. I don’t have time for people who’s only goal in life is to ruin other people’s work and enjoyment. 

I’m just literally a casual viewer with like no fandom notion for this fandom and it’s already giving an headache.  

I might have stopped breathing for a moment when I saw the new pics & gifs.

I might have had teary eyes for a moment.

I might have felt a fucking punch in my fucking stomach for a few seconds.

And then I felt fucking anger. I'm not the type of person who get over shit easily internally, externally I'm ok but in my head I can set people in fire and to be honest a simple much as I was trying to get over the shit the Sterek fandom went through I can't help but feel those bitches try to use us again to get views.

I fucking love Sterek really and I fucking love the fandom until the end, it's  really the only fandom where I went in a concert in France alone meet people and became friends not on the band we went to see but on Sterek. 

I'm so here to see Stiles and Derek interact again but I'm so not going to watch that fucking trash after all the emotional shit I've been through nope. TVD was one thing but at least the fandom and the showrunners as vile as they can be never made me feel personally like I was scum of the Earth for shipping, yeah fucking shipping two fake people.

 So Teen Wolf PR can go fuck themselves, the non Sterek fandom and the antis are irrelevant to me and let's pray this fucking trashing show will die fast so I'll never have to see those asshole try to bring another promo using our ship to get views. Fuck them all.

I need to go watch Community to get rid of all the fuck negative emotions I have right now.

I'm freaking angry but at the same time kind of happy to see Hobrien and then sad because I can't forget the shit the fandom went through. Its Sterek but with thorns around it but it’s freaking Sterek.

Hypocritical asshats. 

You are the ones saying she is being reduced to anything and treat the character like dirt while everyone else is happy to see her and call her a nice addition. 

And you’re talking about her being reduced, if it was only for half of you she would be erased once for all for your ship. You can dislike a character but real with your reasons, no need to hide or lie, be honest a little and admit it. There is no shame at disliking a female character, I’m not one of the people who would tell you “oh women are off-limit” all character can be hated or disliked we’re not a hive mind but be true to your reasons.

You can come back to us when the movie is out, before that keep your truths to yourself or simply out of the sharon carter tag. 

At this point, it’s not even opinions the way they are claiming she is a love interest, how it’s wrong like she is only that, before last month it was like an assumption that she would be romantically linked to Steve now that you know there is one kiss, you’re being nasty and keep preaching nonsense.

Be real to yourself and stop spreading shit just because you’re bitter. Get over yourself people.

The most annoying point is how Sharon is the only one getting shit in this Staron thing, where is Steve Rogers hate/dislike/whatever? Isn’t he an adult? Isn’t he a part of that relationship? Pff. I don’t even ship it but shit going on around it is really stupid.

I’m not saying it’s Colton’s fault, I’m pretty sad how they got rid of him in both shows even if at least he got to say goodbye in Arrow and not suddenly disappear and then you have an interview who is telling you he’s probably in London tss.

And both deaths were heavily promoted since the beginning of their last season.

Both didn’t get an actual storyline before dying, at least Laurel had an heavily centered final episode even if her last words were to prop another ship while Allison died fighting and her last word was a last goodbye to the love of her life, even if he was almost with Kira she wasn’t used to prop it, it was their last moments together. I can’t believe her last breath was used to prop...hum, *breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out*, whatever.

But they screw them over, Allison was the main female character of the show but her screentime was diminish more than anything and they knew it was her last season since the first episode.

Laurel got her screentime cropped since season 3...I don’t want to go back to that rant, I’m calm right now, I don’t want to be angry again.

At the end of the day, all I’m thinking is I really should be scared now, when I love too much a show and love a lot the main female character because end up dying almost the same way.

I woke up in the middle of the fucking night after a work day that made me so tired my back was hurting I slept completely dead to the world.

But I find the way to wake up in the middle of the night because I needed to know if they really did what I was scared they would do.

The “they” is the assholes who made me hate a show I used to love more than anything. 

I left last year, distraught and my only link to it was Laurel Lance. The ONLY reason that made me want to come back to watch the abomination this show became someday was to see this character grow.

I’ve never shipped Lauriver in my freaking life, NEVER, because I always thought she was way too good for him and their past was too messy so you can’t know the rage that I have inside right now when in the interviews from that asshole king who believe the only part of this fucking fandom who would care about her death are shippers! I’m actually trying to be less angry, taking deep breaths at 5am isn’t helping.

I’m so angry because of the lack of respect for the character or for her fans, her dying breaths was on pushing N0licity? Why not bringing back her fucking mother, have them spend some finale moments, I mean if a paralyse person can walk out of thin air and people get resurrected how do you expect me to believe she couldn’t have her mother deciding to have a visit and it happens to be the moment of her fucking death.

This show is definitely dead to me. I’m blocking everything related to it, I don’t want to know about the past present future. I’m not bothering to watch Legends of Tomorrow, I’ll stick to The Flash and the crossovers I’ll ignore them.

I refuse to be in contact with it.

If I follow you and you don’t tag your Arrow stuff, I’m sorry but I just can’t stand the idea of it so I’ll unfollow, I simply can’t be around something that fucking pissing me off so much. 

Tumblr is supposed to be a place where you can choose what you want to be around and Arrow is not one of them. The name of it is dead to me. This show never existed at all. I don’t know what it is about. I don’t care what it is about. I just can’t.

And seriously if you want to fight me right now, fuck off. This is not a post for debating about whatever, I’m not here for this nonsense.

It’s like when they killed Allison, you know, but at least I could still stomach Sterek, with Arrow,I just can’t. Those writers are really disgusting. 

Maybe as people they are good but as writers they are assholes and the worst. I thought Jeff Davis and Julie Plec were something, I actually never thought I would have found worse.