#ellenhee

01.30.24

dropped my painting class after 2 weeks because i didn't like my prof lol. but I completed my first study with acrylics yeehoo haha i'm still going to find an art class to take but maybe at another cc.

we already went thru a whole month this year. i'll be correcting papers and still find myself scribbling out the date that i wrote hmph... not sure if it's just me but it almost feels like i've been floating in limbo since the new year began. sometimes i'll be worried- i'm not doing enough, i could be doing more, i could be better...

think i just needed to buy myself a meal, grab some boba. revisit the things i used to love, view them from a new perspective. i think all i needed was a moment- to pause, to reflect... allow myself a chance to recenter. it takes some time, but i'm getting there