#elis look

i feel this odd sense of comfort whenever im in your presence. even when youre sad or out of it, i dont feel pressured to give you comfort– trying to comfort you just comes naturally and doesnt take any energy because youre always there to comfort me too. youre the only friend ive cried on for reasons that werent books, musicals or movies pretty much.. ever? (given, fire alarms were going off and i was already about to breakdown anyways) and i feel like youre there for me. youre very gentle and kind and i love when you stim (is it stimming? i dont know) where you do the orchestrating band music thing with your hands, its so sweet and precious…… and i just love hugging you too. wow this got long