#electrontransfer

my grades in hs were bad also i am awful at listening/school in general. just doesnt work well with me. unfortunately i think the most science will ever be for me is a hobby. science inspires me to make art though, which is a really important component of how i make my art so i dont really see it as choosing one over the other since the 2 are so intertwined for me~ 

ive been thinking a lot about stuff for videogames actually, yeah. still trying to figure out how exactly i would apply myself. its kind of hard because my style is really, really detail oriented and more like traditional art bc i dont do dithering a lot or like patterns like normal pixel art so everything takes for rufcking ever and idk how that would pan out if i was doing something like a videogame but im still figurin that stuff out, and its not like i cant learn new stuff~

haah thank u i wish i believed in me as much as u do but its motivating ;u; 

my life sucks

aha ill watch that ep because its so specific, ill give it a shot. thanks!~

ahh really!!?! I thought it looked super different aha 

yaaa no pressure at all ahaha. im pretty set on special effects makeup though because it combines painting + sculpture + makeup and i generally tend to mix my love of bio with my art since literally almost everything i make is just animals that im obsessing over at the moment 

i wanted to be one since i was little it was my plan initially but i did awful in school and art just kinda ended up being what i was good at honestly. i still hated science class and only did good in genetics because i still dont like studying so i like to keep it more of a hobby