#ekimstudies

paper due in 2 days. and i’ve made 10 pages of notes from just one chapter from Hume, maybe it was a bit unnecessary and i’ve procrastinated productively but at least i’ve understood but i couldn’t develop an objection. good luck to me for tomorrow.

Today was kinda productive. I’ve planned for today last night, and it helped me a bit and I couldn’t follow my schedule exactly but it’s better than nothing. I’ve done 80% of my Reid reading for self-knowledge class; and it was quite good actually even with the fact that I went crazy and thought about one concept for nearly 2 hours; it was an enjoyable philosophical discourse (with myself lol). New questions occurred in my mind about time perception after that reading, and I’m gonna talk with my psychology professor about it tomorrow. Actually the main purpose of this assignment was to make sense of the discussions on identity but like I always do I got lost in the concepts related to my other courses lol. I’m happy tho. I will try to update here everyday, because it helps me keep track of my studies and I’m kinda using here like a diary, so it is good to be able to reflect myself sometimes.

my assignment took more time than I thought so i couldn’t go to the class but I’ve finished on time. i seriously must learn how to write in a more simple way, because i always exceed to word limit and it may sound better than not reaching that limit but i spend too much time when writing because i always try to give more detail i honestly don’t know any other way than this but it’s time and energy consuming. also just wanted to share my view.

now i have a pretty study space where i can focus, i like my room now more!

doing my turkish literature assignment. it’s a 2 credits course but still it takes too much time and the time period is a bit boring -because prose is new in turkish literature so the pieces are not that good at those times- so i’m making it fun by adding colors to my workspace (i’m a huge fan of colorful stuff, one of the rebels in studyblr aesthetics, sorry). keep working studyblr!

This boy didn’t let me finish my readings lol. I’ve only read 7 pages of Hume but I’m still recovering from the last week so it’s normal.

A messy session indeed. It’s my first week actually using my planner, and I’m loving it so far! I didn’t think I could use only a weekly planner because normally I write so much notes on daily pages, but I’ve realized that simpleness helps me to keep on track because my mind can only work if everything is mentally categorized, so sth like a bujo doesn’t help me bcs i mess everything up and don’t remember anything at all. Having a distinct agenda is good for me, and when I plan my day or week; i just make a draft first on my notebook so I can easily organize. Trying to remember all events & assignments while planning my schedule at the same time fucks with my mind. ADHD ISSUES. So far I’m happy that there is a hope that I can keep my life organized. I’ve read assigned stories for my Turkish Literature course, and I’ve done a section from Hume.

 I’ve pulled off an all nighter, and I still haven’t slept (except a 20 minute nap), but there is very little left to write for my paper, so I’m planning to finish it in one session - it’s been already 6 days since due date but prof. said he would moderately penalize if it’s good work- then go to sleep for a couple of hours. My body aches from sitting in a chair for a long time, so I made myself a cozy study corner. With some tea and cream cheese & olive paste breads(so Turkish).