#study thoughts

I am so in love with soobin it’s not funny anymore. I am so so so so deeply deeply deeply in love with soobin that is my soobin I love soobin. We should marry.

I’m tired of staring at my screen so im looking at my phone I think that’s the issue it’s been abt 40 mins and im looking away and getting bored idk if thats normal it just seems like natural pomodoro technique to me so i think from now on ill just not go on my phone during breaks but omfggggg i am ITCHING to swipe out and look at instagram but NO i am an INDIAN I have a responsibility to my country to be SMART and HARDWORKING

I wonder if my cousin is bringing my laptop over today I need it for tm :(

La la la la la la lalalalalalala love all my days ok now im gonna go sit w my thoughts but im ngl sitting w my thoughts instead of my phone has been distracting as hell too i think its cuz ive been kicking myself in my room for 8h a day to do work and then to study lalalalala love all my days la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la love all my days

I wonder how my family friend suprabhas is doing. last I saw he moved to Arizona or smth for smth and we wished him happy birthday or smth. He introduced me to Percy Jackson which then changed the trajectory of my life bc I used to be a hater of pjo bc I was a Harry Potter girly but then he just KEPT recommending it like physically took the book he owned and put it in my hands and I was like FINE I’ll read it and then my life changed

Almost opened Instagram again this is so hard 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 take me back to the days when I didn’t have a TikTok’s attention span PLEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE

MY THROAT HURTS

I miss my old philosophy class. I was happy then

Kick it by blackpink 😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿 rosé and jisoo should do a song like this

:( last night I smoked a cigarette :( my dad would have been so upset :( then we got tattoos by the coast :( and I just stood there like a ghost :( maybe im an old souls trapped in a young body :( maybe u don’t rlly want me there at ur bday party :(

GITCHI GITCHI GOO MEANS THAT I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m happy agaigjn!!!!!!!!

FLY TO MY ROOM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭BTS COME BACK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭MY BANGTAN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭god it’s so bad rn I need back 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭mihika u GYATT to hear this song

ITS JHOPES PART MY JHOPE HES COMING BACK HOME HES COMING BACN IN 2 WEEKS I HAVE REASON TO LIVE AGAIN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿

I need to download bts to my phone it’s getting hard going this long without listening to them same w lesserafim and the new txt stuff after freefall

…it’s maze in the mirror now. Oh god taehyuns singing im gna crYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY god FUCK txt for releasing this song and playing it live like twice I hate u I’m skipping this song I can’t do it rn