Stay out of my head; (Emrys + Margaery)
eidetic-mem0ry
Shut up, shut up, shut up!
She keeps repeating the mantra in her head. She swears everyone is just trying to mess with her. There might not be that many people out and about now, but she's sure they're talking, whispering things to make her think she's gone mad.
The worst part of her decaying mental state is how she can't tell the difference between the voices around her, and the voices in her head. She kept them hidden while at work, she hasn't exactly told her brother about them, or anyone else, really. She's sure if they knew it'd just be used against her in some form. Her old teachers had no problem using her mind as a way to send her to the hospital, and her father had used it as an excuse to start ignoring her in favor of her other siblings. While the last part might not be entirely true, it's how she sees it.
She's not even sure who she's talking to, she doesn't take notice to the fact someone's actually there. Trying to make herself believe whoever's talking is only talking in her head. She wants to believe it, because then she might be able to control it. That's what she's always wanted, after all. Complete and total control over herself. Unfortunately, that's not exactly probable for her, and unfortunately, the voice isn't actually in her head. But, she's already spoken before she takes notice of that fact.
"Would you just-- stop! Shut up, shut up, shut up! Stop talking, stop yelling, stop everything, it is increasingly distracting, just-- stop!"
