#ehh....

its such an ordeal to have made up a "story" (disconnected series of ideas i dont know how to write) and just have to sit there and be so acutely aware of like a plot hole or a really strained contrivance or something of that nature because like. Damn it i made this. Why don't I know how to make it seem less broken. The premise of this concept relies on some people doing two things that it makes no sense for them to have done both of those things. Because those things would both actively conflict and be redundant with each other. But they have to have done both. Or the rest of it can't happen. So i've just had to spend a lot of time deliberating why the hell they would have done both when they had no good reason to, and all my reasons are really strained. And all two people i've ever described this situation to have not acknowledged the weird redundancy and thought it was fine, but they just thought that because i was selective in my description and glossed over the part where i have no damn clue why both things would have happened so they probably thought i had some sort of good justification for it but i didn't. not a good one. But both things did need to happen or else i would have just ended up with an entirely different situation than i was trying to make. But it also is really hard to make make any sense