#eeeuuuggghhhh

take butter out of the fridge and hope it reaches room temperature quickly 😬

finish putting the laundry away and clean the bathroom

make pie crust dough since it has to chill for 2 hours (technically should've done this before I meticulously cleaned the countertops but oh well)

clean the bedroom + living room (dust furniture, put stuff away, etc etc

empty out the aerogarden (might start something new in it on Monday idk)

vacuum + mop

puree baked pumpkins and bake pumpkin pie for tomorrow, freeze extra pumpkin

cook fish & chips for supper

???? profit (actually....my reward for finishing this will be rewatching OTGW tonight, and lighting all the candles and making everything super atmospheric)

I have to take my dog to the vet this week cause it's my first time flying and I didn't know we had to bring certain papers when we flew with my dog so I gotta do that this week which is the week before we fly ( we leave next sunday ) and I just sent out the email to ask for an appointment for her and I'm just super anxious and I feel like throwing up cause like what if my dog gets too nervous at the vet and barks a lot at the other dogs and causes a ruckus and what if they don't even have any room for me that means I can't fly with her and idk what I'd do and I really hope they have room for me and aren't mad that I asked for an appointment last minute but I didn't know that we needed these things cause when we went by car we didn't need em just her rabies vaccine papers and faljfdlhafldj

and then I'll be stuck in Mexico for an entire mONTH AND A HALF

IDK WHAT TO DO MAN

I mean I'm excited to go and see my cousins and visit my parents' hometown cause of nostalgia and all don't get me wrong

but it's gonna be rainy over there and there'll be thunderstorms and that means I can't go out so much which I wouldn't have a problem with except I don't think there's wifi where my vacation home is sooooo

and my mom wants me to socialize with people there other than my cousins but it's like???  I don't fit in cause no one over there likes the stuff i like or even know about it and since it's a small town in the countryside everyone knows everyone so they'll know I'm not from there and it'll be hecka awkward cause it's happened before and people stare and I've had lots of homeless people in the streets come up to me and ask for money cause they think that since I'm from el norte I must be rich and some are just scam artists and I get really really uncomfortable

Plus there's the fact that since I'm a pescetarian-going-on-vegitarian they're gonna make fun of me and probably say those things like I'm gonna die of malnutrition or something (ugh) and last time I went I was slimmer and healthier and now that stress and stuff took over I've gained weight so idk if they're gonna say anything about that and I don't know man

I know I shouldn't be getting this anxious over something like this ( wow, so much for summer vacation huh ), but just

frick

frick frick frick

eugh