âit was a nightmare. itâs all right, youâre safe now.â ( from lys! )
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ITâS EQUAL PARTS DISAPPOINTMENT AND RELIEF : her chest aches with a pain she canât even begin to put into words as his voice reaches her, the gaze of her nightmares sifting away until thereâs nothing left ... but itâs bittersweet, the embrace of Phoenixâs memory fading against the reassuring hands of their hero that rest on her shoulders. Sheâs still catching her breath from having jerked awake, the soft rocking of the carriage reminiscent of the time theyâd traveled together, strangers opposite of one-another on their way to Gridania. Her hands still rest on his side from where sheâd begun to pull away, perhaps not shockingly  â she is certain the gesture had been meant in comfort, but she doesnât know what to do with it, when those other than her brother attempt to show her compassion : affection, even.
â  â itâs not,â she starts to speak, but her voice is hoarse, parched from thirst as their long night traveling stretches on. Sheâs quiet, grasping for an excuse she canât find. It wasnât a nightmare, she wants to correct, it was a memory. But thinking on it chokes her up, makes her hands tremble in a way that finally brings them back to her side. She pushes away from him, situates completely opposite from him in the carriage once more.
âIâm fine.â The tragedy in it, she supposes, is that fear is not what settles in her heart : but rather grief. She had mistaken him for someone he was not. It isnât the first time her grandfatherâs image had haunted her dreams, but she oft avoided making a fool of herself.  âI apologize forââ Her jaw sets, unwilling to acknowledge sheâd reached for him when sheâd started awake.  âNo. Forget it.â