all the even-numbered questions 100-150
100. How are you feeling?
Right now, not pretty good, I've had a rough couple days with my parents, and all these tests are coming up (like the SATS and important college stuff) so I kind of want to just turn off for a week and then start life again
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
A lot of things, but we don't have time to list them all, so, the one that I'm remembering right now for some reason is when I went on a girlscout trip to some water park, and I was really afraid of going down the big waterslide that everyone else had gone down. So I was up there at the top freezing and trying not to cry (i was maybe 10 or 11, idk) and the other girls are up there telling me to do it, someones MOM was pressuring me to do it, and when I decided it was too scary everyone just kinda looked disappointed, and if I could go back I would go down the slide, just to show I'm not always a disappointment
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
My best friend, we were insanely close from 7th grade to the middle of 9th grade, and she was like a sister to me, I told her everything, and we basically were one person, you want me, you get her too, and so on. But right in the middle of 9th grade I guess she was going through a rough time at home or something, cause I did something really stupid (I didn't say please when i asked her for something) and we got into a stupid facebook argument, for the whole world to see, and we both ended up saying really nasty things that I will never forget. I recently fixed things with her, but we will never be friends again, all I did was apologize, she did the same, and basically we both said 'have a nice life' (but not in a sarcastic way) I really miss her though
106. Ever broken someones heart?
Not that I know of? I mean one kid liked me for about a month in 5th grade, but it was 5th grade.Â
108. What should you be doing?
either practicing archery, piano, studying for a test, studying for my quiz, homework, blah blah
110. have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Fun story, in 7th grade I started liking this guy who was in my orchestra class, and we were sorta friends, but not CLOSE friends, he knew my name, knew I didn't like to talk much, and that was it. And then in 8th grade, i was an idiot and decided to let my friend tell him 'oh by the way emily really likes you' and he hasnt said a word to me since, so.... and near the end of 8th grade he dated this girl for one day as a joke, but I found out and convinced myself i had a stomach ache. I was really dramatic about it. And now, I don't even really care about him anymore, I just like his face. and butt
112. who was the last person you cried in front of?
my mom, like, 5 hours ago. its been tough over here the past few days. we're working on it
114. hAVE YOU EVER BEEN OUT OF YOUR PROVINCE/STATE
sorry for the caps error. Yes I have, multiple times, but not often. I went to Hawaii once. Which is pretty far (I live in New Jersey)
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Yes, the attack on titan soundtrack. don't judge
118. Do you like Chinese food?
I love chinese food, and whats great is I take Mandarin in school, so my teacher always brings us dumplings and stuff so its great.Â
120. Are you agraid of the dark?
To some extent, if im thinking about happy things, then no, im perfectly fine running around in the dark. But if I stop and think about monsters and stuff I start to panic a bit. just a bit
122. Is cheating ever ok?
Um, no. Once you commit to a relationship with a person, you have to commit. If you feel that the relationship ran its course, tell your partner, and break it off. Don't cheat. Don't cheat on tests either, college dont like that
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
N. O. Physical attraction at first sight, yes, but REAL LOVE, it just can't happen. It just can't. You don't even know the person. They could be a pyscho killer. They could be your long lost father. Who knows. Get to know them first.
This is really long, sorry guys
126. Are you currently bored?
Yeah kinda, I'm home alone and I made a microwave brownie, tried and failed to make eggless cookie dough (it tasted so bad) and tried and failed to make a microwave cookie.Â
128. Would you change your name?
I kinda want to, but then I would have to tell everyone, actually remember my new name and not respond to my old one, and its just too much. I like the name Rayne though
I've actually never been inside a subway or had anything from there. So that is a mystery
132. Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with.
My dad, about life and independence and stuff
134. Can you count to one million?
Well, everyone CAN, do I want to, no
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed now, because I have 3 cats and I don't want them rubbing on my face or eating my stuff at night, but before we had pets, I kept my door open.
138. Curly or straight hair?
Is this asking what I prefer or what i have, cause I have amazingly straight hair, i mean nothing can curl it, at all, but idk, on other people it doesn't really matter
December, I just like all the christmas stuff and lights and winter
144. Dark, milk, or white chocolate.
146. Was today a good day?
148. What's your favorite quote?
For whatever reason, the last line from the book The Sight, by David Clemet-Davies sticks with me, and I really like it, I don't know why.Â
"For in the beginning, there was light"
150. Get the closest book, open to page 42, first line on the page.
 "Some bonobos use touch-screen computers to communicate with humans."
(from national geographic kids weird but true facts 5)
wow, you don't have to read this if you want, but it was fun!
