#e made

Jalsa, Mumbai                  Oct 7,  2021                 Thu 6:18 AM

Up in non sleep mode .. and sitting around the readings of this platform and many other .. and the restlessness .. and the heaviness of heart and body .. for, some things that be put up, on second review seem unwanted .. 

NO .. this I should not do .. this blatant push to read and know of the articles and cover stories written about me .. this is not my desire .. boasting the presence of praise is not comforting .. and if so must be altered ..

thus .. the removal of the 2 articles put in the post .. 

feel better with them gone ..

I do know that what has been posted remains despite the effort to remove them but the satisfaction it gives in knowing the mind and heart of having done it .. is relief ..

so it has been done of the post of the day before ..

my regrets and apologies for this flagrant push .. but now that it has gone there be some sense of propriety .. propriety for me , maybe not of the others , but for me all the same , and in the true spirit of a personal mind ..

Maybe in time there could be more such .. but for the moment this is prime ..

If there is untoward reaction to the deleted move , it is understood .. but the use of such is embarrassing for me .. discomforting .. 

the epithets that come .. the grand assertions of titles and descriptive verbiage , they are not deserving and certainly not acceptable .. it is to me undeserving .. and in an unqualified World .. 

this i abhor .. 

just a plain and simple mention as another human is suffice for the moment .. all else should be for the more deserving .. of which there are millions and endless , more .. 

keep the vocabulary in store for them .. they are the correct due , not me ..

I do hope in a short time there shall be occasion to explain some more moves being taken .. and I wish for it to be taken in the spirit of the moment ..

for now , its the goodness of the morning .. the crow sings outside the windows .. and the gentle light of the rising sun - o dear that was accidental , its the Production house of Shoojit Sarkar - peaks above the drawn perceptive curtains on the right of my writing ..

and .. the eyes blind again in the slumber environ ..

maybe this time they are greatly more receptive to the needed .. zzzzz 

good morning .. at a time when it retires and not rises ..