Omg in my mind I’m so much more masculine than I actually am and I’m now js realizing this as I’m scrolling through pictures of me like wdym I have a baby face no
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Omg in my mind I’m so much more masculine than I actually am and I’m now js realizing this as I’m scrolling through pictures of me like wdym I have a baby face no

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I'm disgusted with my body all over again, but i can't fucking stop eating for once.
𝔴𝔢𝔡 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔠𝔲𝔯𝔩 𝔲𝔭 𝔦𝔫 𝔞 𝔟𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔠𝔯𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔪𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔫𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔲𝔰. 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔲𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔴𝔢 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔟𝔢. 𝔴𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔞 𝔪𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔞𝔴𝔞𝔶 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡. 𝔞 𝔪𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔞𝔴𝔞𝔶 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔪𝔲𝔠𝔥 𝔴𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔦𝔱. 𝔴𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔰𝔢 𝔦𝔱. 𝔴𝔥𝔶 𝔡𝔬 𝔴𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔦𝔱. 𝔴𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡. 𝔴𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔩𝔞𝔶 𝔦𝔫 𝔞 𝔯𝔬𝔬𝔪 𝔬𝔣 𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔲𝔡𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔪𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔫𝔢 𝔞 𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔦𝔢𝔯 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔰. 𝔴𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡.
I wish I didn't have to wear the largest shirts known to mankind just to feel slightly comfortable in my body
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i hate my arms so much they look so disproportionate to the rest of me bc theyre so skinny n the rest of me isnt really that skinny n my legs cuz they have more fat on them look so icky unless i wear heels n shorter clothing n i just wish my body was better but i cant make myself taller or my arms less weird. i do plan on strength training sometime but that will be a while from now bc last i brought it up to my working out a lot dad he said some weird gender shit. so i dont wanna do that now even though i know id feel better..
i just feel like if i was taller maybe id pass more.. a lot of the time i really hate how i dress like if i dress more typical "guy" i feel so weird n it feels like a costume. i wish i could dress normal but i cant its not me. why do i have to dress so weird n "girl" why do i want long hair why do i love makeup. i wish i didnt love those things i wish i could be more "guy". i know im a man but its never enough for me to know that when everyone else always thinks im a woman
why does it feel like everything is getting so bad even though i know i am in an okay place n i have more irl friends and i get out more cuz work but when im back home i feel so awful

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Transfem Dysphoria Moment 3452:
Finding clothes that look good, but won't fit you.
Being pangender is so weird because like wdym I like my nickname for my deadname but feel invalid for using it because I don’t go by that name anymore
wdym I feel invalid because I wanna have long hair and dress more feminine
wdym I love being called my partners boyfriend but also feel sick because I look nothing like a boy
wdym I’m scared if I tell people they’ll think it’s a k!nk because I don’t look like a stereotypical nonbinary/pangender/genderfluid person
….sigh
I need to get my ass outa bed and take a shower.
No matter what I wear my chest will always be visible. I hate it. I hate my body.