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Dad: In a meeting.

Dad: In a meeting.

Dad: In a meeting.

Son: Dad, are you in a meeting?

It’s been so long…like ages down a long straight

These past few days…weeks…months feel like nothing more than a dream

Aimlessly walking, no direction, and no cares

The possibility of turning back is slim but for naught

  I’m done with the cheating, bleeding and deceiving

Left with nothing but grief and hardly breathing

I’m stuck where as your still meeting and greeting as if nothing has happened

Nothing more to you than a person through the looking glass

Inside laying on nothing but the sundried hills of grass we used to

Nothing more than a memory

For memories are nothing more than an assembly of fairies

Fairies that bring with them nothing more than tales

Tales that bring nothing more than the long lines on my face

Clawed out by the nails that keep me bleeding

As the only way to figure out what is real or not…these trails

Trails that put me down

These tears that caress my frown

Giving each and every curve definition

As to highlight the sadness tucked away behind the absences of light

It still shows

And nothing, not even a closed door will keep these lows from not growing

But compose yourself and suppose that this might be it

1. I've been dancing since 2007 as a breakdancer but never really saw any light to success untill 2012.

 2. My favorite artist of all time is Nujabes other than that I listen to anything that has similar instrumental beats not a fan of music with vocals unless it has great meaning. 

3. I was kicked out at the age of 16 or 17 and lived on my own for 3 years vagabonding that shit from place to place due to my mother choosing her boyfriend over me. (but in my opinion its ok)

4. I was In love twice in my life, one being what i dubbed "puppy love" for obvious reasons and one i dubbed a "learning experience". Ever since that learning experience i've been afraid to date again and prefer meaningless flings.

5. People often have trouble understanding what i mean when i type because you can't read the emotion? Most of the time im nonchalantly typing no emotions added.

6. If you are not a close friend to me and i get mad i'll walk away. Although if you are a close friend i'll get mad in front of you. I guess you could call that the ability to show weakness or emotion to someone close?

7. I only have a few close friends and prefer calling everyone else associates. I set up walls due to trust issues and those who break them down I honestly would take a shot for them no lies.

8. I sleep a lot not cause im bored and nothing better to do but because im sad and just want time to go on. 

9. I still dream of her and wonder if shes doing better. Even though she did those things i hope the best for her and hope she learned how to better herself for a serious relationship and learn communication and faithfulness etc.

10. I am a tea enthusiast and have been for as long as i can remember.

11. Art is one of the most strongest modes of expressions a human can convey. dance is the art of movement so whenever i dance i try to convey to my viewers who i am and my emotions during that time.

12. I'm very sentimental and keep all the gifts i get. The Gift i treasure most is from the girl i probably still like till this day. She got me a "Wong Fu" productions key chain and I keep it by me at all times and get really upset when its missing...like that time i thought my friend lost it but he went out of his way to find it cause he knew i was really sad in the house. (TBH i was slightly crying in my room)

13.I am a masochist. i get bored of "vanilla sex" nuff said

14. I was born in the winter and back when i was living in the north i could walk around in shorts and a tank top but down here I'm dying. which is why my room is 24/7 cold. 

15. I treasure friends over myself, once i was getting court ordered but my other friend who was in on it with me was going to a ivy league school as a freshman the upcoming fall and as to not ruin his life i bailed him didn't say his name and claimed it was all me. I hope he used the most out of his freedom since i got away with it as a minor but he would've went to jail. Last time i checked this Korean mofo is becoming a lawyer so I'm proud of him.

16. I have attempted suicide but got stopped twice and got talked out of it once or twice

17. I turn a blind eye to politics as to not stress my own life out

18. My favorite dog has been a French Bulldog and I've owned 4 my entire life .

19. A thing I would like most is laying on a grassy hill listening to instrumental music or ambient and falling asleep. Most times i try to do this i get interrupted by the people im with cause they can't relax and want to play. 

20. I consider myself a really bad friend and know it but you guys don't cause i put up a front 

21. I can't seem to find any good books to read.

22. I am very picky when it comes to a partner.

23. I want to become a successful dancer one day but know my asian ass is going to end up behind a computer desk running the rat race

24. i am a very manipulative person and this is bad very bad and i know that 

[TEXT]; uhhhhhhhh nope

[TEXT]; which makes me wonder where yours went tbh