#dumb really

so I was talking with someone I use to rp with earlier and we were just being cool about how we think the other has improved since, ya know, giving critique, and she mentioned that my character back then had been sort of self-centered and sometimes was mean to people for no reason without any explanation and I was just like yeah??? I meant to do that???? and she had no idea she thought i was just doing whatever like nah man i did it on purpose. it's okay to hate my character sometimes i do too it's a part of life no one's perfect. psa i honestly make my characters flawed as fuck in the beginning and then try to lessen them a little as the roleplay goes on so character development. pinky promise.