Ducking hell
I'm so fucking done with so many things. I'm just so frustrated with myself, people, everything. I feel stuck and i'm slowly going back to not being able to sleep. I just want someone to reach out to me because that would do fucking wonders. I just want someone to tell me everything is going to be alright and not get mad with the shit I do out of frustration.. but I can't ask anyone to do that.. To care when it seems like i'm not willing to even try. It's such a selfish request that should be left unsaid.. I can't help it. I can't help but over think everything and it makes me feel so shitty. I'm sincerely sorry to everyone who cares and tried, for making you feel like garbage when it looks like I don't give a shit.. I'm just stuck.. I guess i'm only posting here because I sort of had to vent without actually having to bother someone. Â Nothing will probably come out of it. Maybe if I just stop caring about everything things will get better.. Ducking dammit, what should I fucking do?
