im rereading sunstone bc it’s finished now (the first part) but i had forgotten how much more explicit it gets lol and also
I CANNOT STAND the horrible social tension ratcheting up and up and up PLEASE i cannot stand them making terrible decisions and thinking very unhelpful thoughts
and poor anne!!! D:
OH NOOOO SHE DID IT. SHE SAID THE THING!
FUCKCKKKCKCKCKCKCKCKCKCKCK and their MISCONCEPTIONS ARE GONNA ABSOLUTELY EXPLODE!!!
breathe
i can do this
this is why i cannot watch drama
ugh don’t intersperse with the happy now i just got kicked in the fucking stomach by this fucking STUPID argument i want to see them make up fuck OFFF
i hate people doing shit that seems to destroy something forever.
now im angry at the story. let’s move on
jezus fucking christ it really sucks that Lisa left the actual building. but it makes sense but also, she should have woken up sooner. but the emotions were too big i guess. oh of course she knew she would come home so that makes sense
holy fuck had momentary heart attack that chapter four was the last chapter
honestly Mike should have had slightly more of a thick skin. he KNOWS that he’s been coming to her forever with problems and now SHE has problems. maybe not bolt immediately after ONE snippy comment
holy fuck i hate this. this argument of theirs just crawls under my skin how can they do anything else.
honestly uhhhhh . im not sure lisa deserves to be the sole person who people should be angry at. i mean ally could call. after all, ally was so short with lisa in her texts.
EPIC ARMOUR
but honestly couldn’t ally have said; yea broke my wrist tho
right now, i absolutely am infuriated with the flashforwards after dramatic and terrible developments. GET TO THE FUCKING GODDAMN STORY ALREADY. i don’t need a reassurance of the future like a fucking child
they are still going on? they are STILL??? acting on these fucking misconceptions???
they don’t talk??? what kind of stunted children ARE THEY??? so guarded that they don’t even cry and demand some sort of truth?
ugghgslfjlasdfjakl
jfc i can imagine that pain too well actually
my god i am honestly just gonna be so disappointed if they make up now. honestly i am angry on behalf of both of them, but i am MOST angry at Ally because what she said was in my opinion a LOT more hurtful and INSTIGATED Lisa leaving. ( i might be projecting my own recent experiences...)
i know why but it’s so DEEPLY unsatisfying to see Lisa explaining everything to Anne first instead of Ally. UGHGHGHGH
????? Ally is still confused? how?????
i like how realistic it is that they would fall back on their older interactions and dynamic via the internet
how could anyone think they see each other as just friends. how could ANNE think that caught up in the worst of their drama???
why the fuck would they talk about it on the goddamn FORUM??!?!?!?! hahaahaha what the fuckkkk
WHY WOULD THEY TALK ON THE FORUM IM SO EMBARRASSED FOR THEM
ok im just gonna imagine they’re private messaging. maybe they are! ok they definitely are
oh WELL finally ally makes a step. honestly SHE keeps not reaching out until this point
oh my god i just HATE that they talk so superficially about Lisa just absolutely laying it open in this story lol
that was satisfying.


















