It's weird being in this situation. Knowing what it's like to have loved her but to watch those struggle between moving on and wondering what they can do. I'm a friend to both even though I am ultimately hers first. But I hope to provide a source of... I guess content, help in anyway I can for either party. I want both parties to know that i would never share either secrets. I also want her to know I'm not so different than her, I just present myself differently. It's silly because I have only cared about one person fully in a relationship and that was you but I moved on, you just happen to set this stupidly high bar. I also really wish you would stop acting like you know me. I hate to say it but you dont. I don't think anyone knows the real me. I dunno this was just kinda drunk mumbles.