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Hey guys! Tumblr Survivor: Palawan is nearing its one year anniversary. It was an amazing season and the hosts had fun hosting their first main season as well.

Palawan, Philippines was chosen because of it being the last frontier of the Philippines. It has incredible clear, white sand beaches and their marine wild life is stunning. But what if I tell you that a huge company is going to destroy it in favor of building a marine waterpark? Nickelodeon is planning on building a SpongeBob Squarepants waterpark on Coron, Palawan. It would ruin the marine ecosystem in Coron.

Why am I posting this? Because Palawan needs you. It needs you to save Coron!

#CoronIsNotBikiniBottom

THERE IS A PETITION GOING ON AND WE NEED SIGNATURES AND WITHIN 24 HOURS IT MANAGED TO GET OVER 100,000 SIGNATURES.

With it, it might stop the planning and construction of the waterpark and save the natural resources and the wildlife of Coron.

Happy Anniversary Tumblr Survivor: Palawan! Here’s your long overdue DVD cover!

Top Row: Grace, Lexi, Nick

Before we bid farewell to Palawan, there’s one more thing to reveal: the hosts’ award for the Player of the Season.

After much deliberation, this award goes to...

Ok regarding challenges (because I know this is going to be brought up at least once...maybe not I don't know. I can't read minds) but I suck. It's not my fault I'm playing with the Usain Bolts, Serena Williams, and the Adam Morrisons (during his Gonzaga years) of the internet and flash games.Like I'm trying. I just have work and bad spatial reasoning skills. So like @hosts maybe  a sporcle quiz or a trivia challenge for your girl Grace over here. P.S. I do like these challenges just it's they're really hard. 

So I got the idol after weeks of trying to figure out what the quote was... But a simple google search helped me out so thankfully I have it. My only issue is i dont know if I should play it on Allie or myself. I dont think the vote will be me this week but I just told Allie I had the idol and she is taking a bit to respond to the plan so at the risk of being stupid, I might just play it on myself? But in all honesty, if she wanted to make it to the end, her best bet would be with me and that is what worries me. Her going back to Nick after literally everyone wants to keep him. That should seem sus to the average person but I guess I am the only one who see's it that way. Throwing the vote to Nick last tribal was my warning shot to him and this week I desperately need to get him out.... 

OKAY FINAL FIVE WHAT THE HECCKKKKKKK how i have made it here is above me. like honestly, i just wanted merge at least but like, i think i have a chance??????? MY MOVE AGAINST RHEA WORKED!? yay!! bu honestly rip rhea she was a fav. but she had to go but i was super P I S S E D when emily went last tribal because she was my ride or die. i was trying to protect her as much as possible. then rip i got a vote at that tribal, and I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHO VOYED FOR ME. i couldnt even guess rip but now.... lexi and josh's plan is to split on me and allie okay sweeties okay me, grace and allie are all voting lexi! but letting them think allie or i are going! rip this better work because if it doesnt i might not win. and i need it. atm i wanna go to f3 with grace and allie! i think i have the best chances there and i honestly cant wait for the finals reguardless who is there! it'll be heated and fun. lets do it #PRAYTHATLEXISFANBLOGISFINALLYSHUTUP 

Tonight’s vote is critical. I need Lexi gone more than chocolate chip cookies need milk. Because if Lexi gets to the end, she will win. She is the underdog of this season. The Lakers to my Warriors, the Hoosiers vs. whatever team they played in the movie, and you get the point. A few days ago Josh suggested a final two alliance. While it’s not the best move for me strategically I have a better chance of getting to the end with him. And if something happens where we are in trouble, he’s a bigger target than I am. Tonight might be my last chance to get out Lexi. But she may have an idol. Which is problematic. My alliance chat with Lexi and Josh wants to split the votes between Allie and Nick. While Nick wants Lexi gone as much as I do, I had to somehow get Josh onboard. The goal is to get Lexi to vote for Nick, Nick, Allie and myself to vote for Lexi, and Josh to vote for Allie if Lexi has the idol from last night. Which I think she does because when I suggested picking our favorite pastries just to see what she would do she really went to town guessing. So either she or Josh has it. While we have the plan put together with Josh and Allie I need Nick around still so I’m going to switch and vote for Allie to get it to be 2 Allie 2 Lexi and 1 Nick rather than 3 Lexi, 1 Allie and 1 Nick. It’s a risk. Especially since I’m not telling Josh. But in a revote Lexi and Josh will revote Nick and then he’s gone. It could be bad for my jury management, but I’m willing to take the risk. I'm not so sure the numbers work out. I did have to post it note this whole thing. Voting strategy isn't my strong point. 

(Gifs) http://geekylaugifs.tumblr.com/post/121368431947 http://geekylaugifs.tumblr.com/post/121791448697 http://50-shades-of-fuucked-upp.tumblr.com/post/109700340316 http://geekylaugifs.tumblr.com/post/121059115082 Why can’t I have nice things. Lexi was supposed to go home. But no, stinking Ferris Bueller walks free again. I was banking on a final two. A final two between Josh and I (or Josh and me). So voting out Allie wouldn’t matter now. We would just get Lexi, then Nick and we’d be free to be at the end. But when the hosts dropped rights of passage I started seeing my whole season cave in on me. I haven’t done much, I’ll admit that. But I have avoided being a target. I’ve been sliding back and forth to different alliances, and have been halfway decent at talking with people (minus Lexi and Allie). But that all goes to waste if I end up in a final three with Lexi or Nick. I can’t beat either one. It looks more and more likely that I’ll be dragged to the end. But maybe I can put up enough of a fight so that I’m not a complete flop.

I really need to win this Immunity but you never know when to stop or when it is enough. In the past, these people have done little to nothing in challenges but there is always a worry. I fear Josh the most as he is  very good competitor so I really need to keep clicking away and hope for the best. But I have a bad feeling about this entire thing. Most likely, I will be voted out tomorrow. It happens. In the past couple of tribals, I have realized how..... stupid these people are. I told Allie I had the idol, and if she voted the way she should have, she would have had a better chance of staying. It would have gone to a revote and that would have been that. It really should have been 2-2-1 but of course, these people do not realize that the F3 is just around the corner. Nick has close bonds with half the jury so it would be the obvious choice to vote him out over someone that won't ever get a single vote and over me, who has pissed every single person (besides Callie) off to the point they probably will never vote for me. I just want these people to think.. but its just not realistic. God I hope I win immunity. 

Me looking at these final immunity challenges (http://yourreactiongifs.tumblr.com/post/124981539847) When I destroy my old high score on Casanova http://magnificentbonanza.tumblr.com/post/105097751214 And then when I know it probably won’t be enough to beat Lexi http://yourreactiongifs.tumblr.com/post/132857198126 Then when I win the first round of the live challenge even though I have no clue what I’m doing http://yourreactiongifs.tumblr.com/post/74712014939 Ok no more gifs that took forever and was hella annoying. (Forgive me for using the word “hella”). Anyways, the final immunity is my last time to shine, because this entire game I’ve kind of gotten nothing accomplished. I basically procrastinated. Like I tried to get stuff started but I couldn’t quite get things to fully work out. But regardless of who wins, I’m probably getting to the end. Joshua is my final 2 alliance so he’s taking me, Nick won’t take Lexi because she’ll win, and Lexi probably won’t take Nick because they keep targeting each other. So that works for me, I’m cool with getting dragged I would just like the victory though to show I did something other than twiddle my thumbs. 

I lost..... This seems to be a running theme with me but I can't believe I lost...... because I couldn't submit at an earlier time. That is what I kills me about losing so much, because I did as much as I could to win at least one part and because of that it doesn't matter. Its frustrating rn, because I made it a point to be completely honest with Josh and everything and time after time he keeps betraying me and refuses to even try and lie? It's disrespectful and as someone that will probably be a jury member, he is making it extremely easy for me to vote for someone like Grace. Even though she high key does not respond either..... I won't vote for Nick in any circumstance. He hasn't done a single thing in this game and for 3 people in jury to automatically vote for him, it's annoying and disrespectful. This isn't Survivor Best Friend. 

The worst thing about winning individual immunity is that I'm now popular. I don't like that. I wanted to electric slide my way into the final tribal council, instead I did the hundred yard dash and then blasted Beyoncé. I won final immunity, that's horrible for my game. Like yesterday I was saying how great it would be to win final immunity. Let me tell you Grace of the past, it's a horrible burden. Because in a way, the person I vote out, will blame me or will thank me for my honesty. My entire game I slid between alliances (slid because no one really called me out on it) and tonight we're at the culmination of my game. I worked with Lexi for only two or three votes and the last vote I was trying to blindside her. Nick and I have been back door allies the entire game. We haven't worked together each vote, but we've been together more often than not. And I can't forget Josh in all this. With the final three format he is harder to beat than with a final two, so he could still come in and snatch enough votes to win. This vote is almost deciding who I'm going to lose to. I have two good players to hide from. Lexi the comeback kid, and nick the charismatic Australian. With Lexi, I can say that she didn't have the social game and was constantly in danger and had to be saved with idols or with Callie's divine intervention. With Nick, I don't have the same leverage. I did save him a few votes ago, so he does owe me, but again this is survivor not the Girl Scouts and the actions I do today don't always require payment tomorrow. Then I get messages from both of them. Lexi saying she won't have that many votes because she pissed a lot of people off, and then Nick is saying the same thing about himself. Nick and I had a conversation during the last vote about wanting a returnee to win and I think he took that as a final two deal and he's bringing it up, and I don't do good with confrontation. Like I either go all April Ludgate on them or I just freak out on myself and then like roll over like a fainting goat. I have no fricken idea what to do. At least Logan's playlist from the loved one's letter is keeping me sane. I'm just gonna sit in a corner of the internet for a while and try to summon the spirit of all the past Tumblr Survivor Winners until I  figure out what to do. May Miranda and Bran be with me! 

Should I just mention now that Josh is also a huge threat. Like socially he is/was way better than I was. And like he did it all on a completely different timezone. Like it was mid evening at 9:00 where I am. Like dang, I'm surrounded by so many winner threats.

IM GOING TO CRY I HATE THIS when grace won immunity i was ecstatic COZ I WAS LIKE YAASSSS LEXI DIDNT WIN BYYEEEEEEEEEEE but then i get a message from grace saying she is torn WTF LEXI WILL DOMINATE THEM. THEY DONT GET IT. IF THEY PICK LEXI, SHE. WILL. BLITZ THEM. i have so many feels rn im just trying to convince them to take me and i cant have this if i make it to the end i will die. ive never done this before omg UGHHHH I HATE THIS

#FUCKYOUJOSH2016 http://prnt.sc/a8u7rj

Ugh after all my plans and schemes fail…. (gif: http://youmarriedelastigirl.tumblr.com/post/138832112390?is_related_post=1) (gif: http://youmarriedelastigirl.tumblr.com/post/137371324075 ) Like seriously I can’t get my stinking act together. Last night Emily whips out an idol…figures. Like why? Why? Can’t someone I target, someone I want to out, get voted out. Seriously! Emily, Lexi, Allie have nine lives. Each! That’s like 27 votes I have to get through before all three of them are out. And everybody is probably looking at this season, and wondering why the hell we don’t split votes and it’s because we have a bunch of freeloaders. I know! I’m one of them. I use this majority group to keep myself safe. And I can’t just start suggesting we split the vote, even though someone always gets idol-ed out, because then that puts the spotlight on me. And that is the last thing I want. I used Callie’s receipts from the Trace blindside to help get Josh on board with voting out Emily and I let him do the rest. By the time I talked to Rhea and Nick they were already on board. Which was great for me because if it went south; it not on my head. So the avoidance strategy is working because I’m not really a target, but its not working well enough because the people I want gone are still here and the people I want to work with (Trace, Callie, Rhea) are sitting on the jury. So at this point, I don’t know who I want to take to the end with me. I don’t have a resume I can wave to the jury. And I don’t know who I can beat. I can’t beat Emily. She’s like a 16th ranked team in the final four of March Madness, I’m even cheering for her a little bit. But I can’t take her to the end. And I don’t know how many idols she has left, or if she’s going to go on an immunity run. Its not looking good. Then there’s Nick. He’ll probably have Will’s vote. And maybe even Rhea’s. But I don’t know really where his head is at or what his game plan is so he’s a bit of a mystery. Allie an enigma. Like a unicorn or UFO her presence is exciting, shrouded in mystery, and yet we’re still not quite sure she exists. If I take her to the end, she could win for simply staying out of the way, but I did the same thing but I was more active and present and I wasn’t dragged to the end. Then there’s Lexi. She’s a bit more polarizing so I have that going for me, but like Emily she’s an underdog and she’s clawed her way back into the majority which is impressive.   Joshua is another threat to win. He’s dominating challenges, he seems to be well liked. He’s quiet but not in the invisible Allie way, and its only because he lives in a completely different time zone. Anyways I’m just trying through the next vote. Like lets be real. I’m a flop. And flops gonna flop. Hopefully I make a few waves though. P.S. (even though you won’t get this till the end of the season)  Logan, thank you so much for the music and the loved ones letter. I couldn’t stop smiling for about 20 minutes. It’s the best virtual $20 I have ever spent. And the playlist <3 it’s now a spotify playlist! Its so good. Thanks Logan!   

FUCK I WON IDGSFSGDG!!!!!!!!!! After last tribal council where my weave was taken off by the kind of really horrible movie on Emily's part, I really needed to ensure my safety and I love endurance challenges so this was perfect for me. I was a bit worried about Emily naturally but thankfully I pulled through so now all I have to worry about is her having 2 idols but I know it wont be used  against me so HOLLLLLLLAAAA. I would like to thank my fans for this win :D

ummmmMmmMmmm im basically fucked, i know it, lol, rip in peace press f to pay respects

I'm shaking. I'm so confused. I'm so angry. I'm so.... words can't even express it.

Emily had the Idol, which Lexi tipped me off about. She played it and sent Rhea out. I'm just so pained right now. Rhea was my number one friend in the game and it sucks that she's out this early. *sighs*

But I couldn't pull a Connor and just cry and cry over my number one being out. I had to take action. I had a Final Three with Grace and Lexi, and considering everyone else are threats with Allie being a wildcard, I had to assure myself to Grace.

I connected with Grace and we formed a Final Two, and honestly this is really good! I didn't really get to connect with Grace that much prior to the past three Tribals, but she's an awesome human being and I love her to bits <3

Me and Grace then agreed that if Emily won the challenge, Lexi would go, and if vice-versa happened, vice-versa would happen as well. Hopefully we're both good this time!

The challenge though... ugh. It was endurance and I knew that Lexi and Emily were literal owls. You could open up an Owl City album and see Lexi and Emily's faces on the cover. But luckily, Lexi pulled through and now it was gonna be an easy vote.

So......... I lost? Am i surprised? No. I barely know English after 19 years so why did I expect to do well at Irish of all languages? But at least now I think I have options at this point with the people playing the game. After I blew up at them and they all ignored me, Josh and Grace seemed to have finally woken up to the fact that Nick and Emily are threats in the game. Nick has a great social game and Emily is probably the best at comps as an average  next to Josh and I so right now the plan is to vote out Grace and I hope it works, or else I will probably be sitting pretty in the jury watching the people I hate win this game. I don't like being the villain and it makes me quite sad to be cornered into that role but I refuse to play their game instead of mine. But I am proud of myself. This is my first survivor game and I managed to get this far so I am ok with leaving as I left quite a strong impression. (also i apologize for being messy with submissions and questions in stuff, i am a really messy person in general so rip me)

A confessional: In which Grace attempts to recap her game before she is likely voted out due to circumstances outside her control.   What is there to really say…touchy subjects reigned supreme. And people ate that crud up. I wanted Trace gone, just not that early. Like Callie’s, move was great. I was impressed. Just the timing wasn’t ideal. I wanted Trace around long enough to take out Lexi and keep any votes off me. Trace was an ideal shield. Then Callie’s idol had a completely different plan. Then Callie had some outside the game things and was voted out, and it’s just me from old Coron left. All the alliances during the pre-merge, the potential returnee alliances, the scheming, the planning, and now its gone up in smoke. And I don’t really know what to do next. If I am going to make a move, the time is now. I can’t play passively. I don’t have a shield, I don’t have an idol, and I don’t really have an alliance. But I have a plan, and I have the receipts. All I need is three other people, and I’m safe and Emily is gone. Which stinks because I like Emily, but she told Trace she wanted me gone and I can’t have that looming over my head. 

AAAAAAHHHH EVERYTHING IS CRAY RN soooo basically. i found an idol yayayayayayayayayaya and this tribal council is probably not as nuts as i think it is, i'm just paranoid and messy basically, i knew lexi wouldn't go home this tribal. everyone thinks of her too much like a goat. which i was like, ye okay, ill take this time to make a move. so i was hoping there'd be a few people that'd wantto get rid of grace or even rhea, maybe josh.... but nOOOOOOpe. everyone wants emily ughgughugh emily is my f2 so im not letting it happen so easily so OOO BASICALLY i  came up with a plan to save us both. (her for short term safety, and me for long ter safety) 1. i give emily my idol. 2. i get everyone to vote for emily, without seeming fishy 3. i make emily, vote out someone i want out. 4. THAT PERSON IS RHEA I FEEL BAD COZ SHE IS LIKE MY #1 ATM BUT SHE'S ONE OF THE MAIN PEOPLE THAT COULD BEAT ME SO IF I DONT GET BLOOD ON MY HANDS IT'LL BE OKAY!!!! 5. emily plays idol 6. rhea goes home HOPEFULLY. BUTTTTTTTTTT im feeling fishy vibes from EVERYONE and i think people could be targetting me so if this is my last confessional... kNOW THIS rhea or emily will win. and i'd be kinda happy to vote for them at the end yayayay RIP bye

Last Tribal Council definitely hurt. Callie was one of my favorite people in the game. She opened up to me, I opened up, she was a really good person to talk to. Unfortunately after the Trace boot, she was just a target and I had to ride the train and not risk drawing rocks. =/

Right after, I talk to Rhea, and Rhea mentions wanting Emily out. At first I thought it was a bad idea (as I love Emily), but then we eventually decided together that it would be a good decision and if we go to Tribal, it would be something to note.

The Survivor Auction then happened, and I honestly didn't win much. I tried my best to get the Skype Phone Call with Jessica because I want to win.

OMG Jessica <3 Jessica literally gave me a roadmap to the finale and I'm forever grateful. Her phone call was one of the best things I have ever heard and it was definitely a morale booster. After that talk, the more I was convinced to begin taking out threats one at a time.

I then won the Immunity Challenge, and then I decided to put my plan into action. I knew that it would hurt, but I didn't come here to make friends then give away the win. I want to make the win, give away friends, and then come back and get those friends back after the game =P

I approached Lexi and told her "listen, I'm not voting for you, we're gonna vote together". I then talked to Grace, and then after a few conversations, Lexi opened up a "yo yo yo" Final Three with me and Grace, further convincing me that this was a good move on my part. Not only do I have a Final Two with me and Rhea, me/Grace/Lexi are now a thing, which means that even if I had to take Lexi out soon, it was something good on my part and my game.

Okay so thank god I wasn't blindsided and they were actually voting out Lexi. We had to vote out Trace because he obviously would've been mad anyways so might as well get out a threat. We need numbers so as long as Rhea doesn't flip to the other side because she flips to whatever side as long as it's not her going then we'll have 4. I think it's in her best interest to stay aligned with us because on our side it's unclear who's at the bottom but if she flips then it'll be her on the bottom for sure no matter what they promise her... so... gtg! I hope we can flip Grace but if not then yikes. I wish we could flip Allie but no matter what her tribe does such as trying to vote her out numerous times, she still doesn't flip.... I honestly wish I could have kept the idol but if Lexi went then it would've been Josh/Rhea vs Trace/Grace/Emily/Nick/Allie with me in the middle and then who knows who Trace would've tried to tell us to do next and I don't like someone else dictating my game. http://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mari5uuyML1qdm9llo1_r1_500.gif Trace did promise me a f3 and I probably could have made it to the end if I kept the idol but with the people left they were a lot closer to each other and made it seem like they would vote for each other. I knew for sure that I wouldn't win against Trace. I'm a way bigger target now so that was the biggest downside because I know a lot of people are not going to want to take me to the end after that so I have to start playing hard and I can't pretend to be dumb anymore. We only had to play the idol apparently because Lexi told Nick to vote out Trace or something and Nick told Trace........... so Emily would have gone otherwise and we could've kept the idol. R I P I have a plan to get Grace onboard with me but I don't know if it'll work. I think sticking with the agutaya people would be signing a death warrant in this game because if you make it to the end with one of them, they have 3 votes locked up already because that's how tight they were. I need Grace to see that aligning with Josh, Rhea, Lexi and I would benefit her more just because we are the only two coron people left and we can swing one of them our way when the time comes before we can sway any of the agutaya members. I mean it is the truth but will Grace listen... http://33.media.tumblr.com/997567c36147b2f1f169cb6395aa4634/tumblr_inline_o23y5i7Q661tz4dob_500.gif If Rhea ends up flipping after all of this...... https://45.media.tumblr.com/1c07d2efb9927284df3b18b655b509c8/tumblr_nqmrdeSJJJ1u6xhsco5_400.gif I mean she might based on the fact that flipping would make it 5-3 and then Josh would do whatever Rhea wanted so 6-2 and then whichever of us, Lexi or I they wanted out, they could vote off. Then the next tribal, they could flip back to the one that stayed who would literally have no choice but to align with them because they'd be at the bottom of the agutaya alliance for sure and bring in Grace based on the fact that the agutaya people still have 3 so it would be 4-3. gtg!! I can't do anything until I see how reward/immunity turn out and then you better believe that I will do anything to flip numbers to my side!!!! Me during these few days... https://57.media.tumblr.com/0f624df0d701b6b8a70dbf211663875e/tumblr_n9bgr7XwzE1tvnqwjo3_250.gif

Me: tells people they have my vote 100% Them: we want to vote out Lexi Me: https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/564x/59/a6/c1/59a6c13fe18e891feab9e7a6c1052b4d.jpg Honestly, I think the agutaya 3 will pull in Grace obviously and then Josh and Rhea always just flip because they always think they're hopeless so I'm thinking they will split the vote between Lexi and I. I hope Josh would tell me though since we have a f2 and that I've helped him (even though helping him was actually helping me gtg!). I've let Josh believe that he's been playing the game for me so hopefully he feels like he can beat me and will try to keep me in the game. I could probably do the reward challenge but Lexi said that she'll do well so hopefully she can pull out the win and our 3rd idol collectively. I honestly want to really win immunity at this point because I don't think they would tell us how the votes are going to turn out anymore just so we don't idol another one of them out. http://33.media.tumblr.com/5379657d6fe1fa278ebc8725acafa16f/tumblr_inline_nxbw8i13hm1tr4u58_500.gif I have to really work on Grace and tell her that only we have each other's best interest at heart but at this point... she could easily lie to me and vote me out. I honestly believe that it's probably Lexi or I getting voted off next. OMG, I literally just thought out the best plan. I'm going to tell Grace that Trace told me that Emily wanted her out soon and that she said that Grace had a really good chance at winning, I think this may flip her to my side but you never know because this game isn't about revenge as soon as you can take it but more so waiting it out just soon enough and then taking them out just before they would take you out. She could always confront Emily about it but I can't just not try and also it could just look like Trace was lying to me and I wasn't lying to Grace so we'll see how that goes but I'll try after immunity results because I don't need to do something risky/directly if I'm not leaving. I will tell someone in my alliance to tell her about it if they're the ones getting voted off. I mean I guess we'll see... https://nypdecider.files.wordpress.com/2015/04/survivor-parvati.gif

wowzas, sorry couldn't bring ya'll a video, i have no excuse but this game is getting heated aaayyeeee last tribal, callie pulled a quick and played an idol on lexi, who everyone else had voted for. damn i was nervous but once i saw the votes for trace, i accidently started cheering in a way. because, trace i was only really keeping around as my meat shield. everyone viewed him as a target, and that was good, coz i feel like i've been playing to hard atm, so if i can keep that light on someone else that'd be NIIICE but he went, which was tragic, i think we definitely had a good trust thing goin on. bUT APPARENTLY, he was the one that told callie to vote lexi omg wtf, and its his own fault. but its okay, we can move on now i really need another sheild since both tribal councils, my sheilds are gone! an option right now is emily. she is pulling out good scores and is at exile atm. but i think people are stilling viewing her quite weak so that could be a risk i know rhea and josh are playing strategic games, but i dont think either of them are as 'in your face' as i am lmfao. (aka im a mess) i think the best option rn is actually callie or lexi they are huge targets to everyone rn. everyone is talking about taking one of those two out, so it might be smart to keep them around right now, whilst their targets are so big to take out someone i might view as a threat later on that was in the voting block that tried voting for lexi last time. i know i dont want that person to be josh or emily. i think they are good finals material atm. ily josh and em i really think rhea is the best ally i have atm, and to back stab her now would be the worrrsssttttt game move ever which leaves allie and grace. thing is, i dont view either of these two as threats. allie, has done everything ive expected her to do so far, including not submit something ahahah rip... butttt as long as she is here she can be trusted i feel yeee buttt grace, i dont really see as a threat. although, iDKK what deals she is making. how close she is to ANYONE rn. she is the person i know the least amount about in this game and i think that is scarier then someone who has played an idol and a strong social and physical game. because as long as i have an idea where their head is at, i can sorta tell what their gonna do. so maybe i might try switch the vote on grace next, then take out callie and lexi. either that, or actually have a strong convo with grace, i feel like its hard coz she leaves a lot mid-convo. but its okay, i understand that she is busy. she is so hard working, i honestly applaud her <3 so rn, im kinda stuck and dk what to do HAHAHAHAHAH so rip bye

No one is talking to me.... It's really depressing but at this point in the game, I am used to it. None of these people have a backbone and it sucks. Its not Surviving Friendships, its Survivor and they never want to vote someone out that is a threat to them. Callie and I have gotten out every single threat in this game and it sucks that we won't win because everyone wants to be in a majority with each other. Let me know when players like Rhea and Josh actually start thinking for themselves, when Nick isn't up Emily's ass, and when Emily actually starts to play the game I know she can play. If they were smart they would try to use me for a vote this week but they are too wimpy to do it. If Callie goes today, you can best believe that I am going to go after all of them guns blazing and I will become the villain they all expect me to be because I am done playing nice for people that could care less about me. Game on!!!

additional: after filming this i spoke to rhea and she told me everything <3 i new she was BhEA <3 anyway, no one told me shit bc LEXI and CALLIE -.- told trace i was after him and trace immediately found every reason possible to flush will’s idol WHEN HE DIDNT EVEN HAVE ONE WHAT A HOE and vote for me instead but last minute, josh and rhea saved me or some shit. but idk still find it pretty pathetic. im out for callie and lexi and trace now oh and allie ofc but like IDK i think i can trust grace to get rhea, josh, me, emily and grace to all take out callie. i mean, its probs not gonna happen but as of now, that is my plan :)

Okay so everything worked out perfectly and Will was voted out. :D When Will kept asking us to vote Trace out because “he wanted Lexi out” this tribal… https://d3avk9jiduss53.cloudfront.net/ikgkovt8icon.png Will thinking he was safe: https://d3avk9jiduss53.cloudfront.net/ikgf16rlicon.png I have so many different plans for next tribal but I have to wait and see how immunity turns out and if anything big changes from now until then. It’s going to be one of three people for me tbh as of right now but we’ll see!!!

It happened…I can’t believe it, but we got Will out. And as awful as it was having to lie to him and give him a false sense of security, it was needed. Had he gotten to the end he would have won. I placed my fate and trust with Trace and it was a somewhat significant risk, because I had safety with Will, Emily, and Nick. And had it gone south I would have been next, because they would have known I was lying. I jumped out of Will’s alliance and closer aligned myself with Trace who was on the outs. But I have to be really careful, because now Trace is seen as the hero. Callie and I helped Trace get Will out, but you don’t remember who’s playing second and third fiddle , especially when Trace is now seen as the comeback kid. I have to keep Trace feeling comfortable, and I have to get him out soon, even though he’s been my ally since day one. Because now if Trace gets to the end he has a better shot than I do. I just have to make the first move and even more important, I have to time it right.

When people say we should vote out Lexi: http://37.media.tumblr.com/a46781dab2104dc6448340de000a8097/tumblr_n3zv4eaPST1rvn8p7o5_250.gif I won the reward challenge today, wow how much do I love sliding puzzles!!!!!!!!! I got the clue to hidden immunity idol and I shared it with Lexi. Basically, you had to figure out a 3 word phrase and then post your guess in the main chat so I pretended like I was making an edit and listed episode titles of Palau with the answer in it and asked people for their suggestions. I don’t think anyone was suspicious of it but you never know. Emily’s responses were kind of off so…. gtg! I have the idol so hopefully I can always get someone to tell me if I’m being targeted or if Lexi is targeted then I’d use it on her too obviously. I would hate to waste it or even worse I would hate to be voted off with an idol… Allie was acting so nice to me today and then she got medevaced by accident and when she came back and I talked to her a little later……………… she was acting so weird……….. She didn’t really want to talk to me and was acting suspicious like I was untrustworthy or something…… like what could have made her do a complete 180 in such a short amount of time….. https://45.media.tumblr.com/58d9f73fee932f30ed4ed3ee167c33bc/tumblr_nr3rzxng5w1u91yv5o6_400.gif I have to decide on who I want out next, I still have three people in mind (or Allie but… she’s so close to being removed from the game so what’s the point) but the thing is I need to think in terms of what would happen if each person was voted out and I have to make sure that whoever’s left wouldn’t turn on me and would align with me so I can flip again soon. This immunity is going to be so bad for me because it’ll show how I stand with people if we end up doing the cutting the rope challenge and so far I’ve been loosely aligned with everyone except Emily and Nick. Although, I’ve been really nice to Nick and acting all lost and dumb so he wouldn’t think I would target him but I lied directly to him last tribal about being willing to vote out Trace so… gtg! Basically, the order of cutting ropes will show how you stand with people and if you end up winning then you’re seen as a social threat so it’s a lose-lose situation. I’ll probably get Lexi to cut mine early a few times after we get out the people I’m unsure about. I changed some majority answers just so people won’t think I hate them. I put myself as annoying because the least damage although people will think I’m avoiding the question… it could be true though since I always act dumb and pretend like I have no clue what’s going on. I think I can explain to Allie that I put her for a lot of bad ones because people never get the chance to talk to her so they would just use her as an easy option. Also, I have Emily and Trace for bad ones, I don’t talk to Emily at all so… anyways… Also, Trace wouldn’t really take it personally in my opinion and I can always explain that it was because I thought how Will was “making him look bad” in people’s eyes. I don’t expect to win this immunity with all the answers I’m changing but it’s better to keep yourself in a good position rather than trying to win immunity that you’re not in desperate need of. When someone campaigns to you but you’re the one planning to get everyone to vote them out… http://i.imgur.com/hcXvxxD.gif

The challenge was so awkward, I should’ve just pulled a Rhea and not done it…….. I think I will finally be getting some votes this tribal because Emily for sure is coming after me out of nowhere so I feel like for the small amount of time Allie was evacuated, she must have talked to the people who were voted off or something and told Emily…….. it’s the only way it would make any sense. They’re both acting cold towards me and I think they would try to convince Trace/Grace or Josh/Rhea that it would be best to vote me off because I’m playing both sides between the coron and roxas people. Ugh. For the challenge I got “who would you trust with your life”, “who would do the best on real survivor” and “who is a ravenclaw”…… so that just shows me that people ain’t buying the dumb act anymore. gotta blast!!!! Nick put me as a majority pick for who would win at final tribal…… i- https://31.media.tumblr.com/006229c7f6e7daf8a83e86ddd7d14620/tumblr_inline_nndyzygwh91tpwy2m_500.gif No one would cut Emily’s rope even though they all “want” her or Nick out and Nick and Emily also got a lot of positive answers. I can’t help but worry that people are going to flip and I won’t even know and be blindsided. I have an idol so if I feel like people are voting me then I’ll just use it. I have to make Josh turn against Emily who then will tell Rhea to vote her out too and then I need Trace to not flip either and then Grace will follow what he does most likely so off I go to tell them that Emily was targeting them. :))))))))) If this all works out then I won’t get many votes cast against me and if this plan flops then they’ll try voting me out… https://57.media.tumblr.com/f4d79d865201af70a41b57c03803f5f8/tumblr_njh3qt23U31tf66h8o7_250.gif I am honestly so done, I know I’m going to be voted out soon. https://31.media.tumblr.com/4ac4d5b60c5bae77f6267e59f73471cd/tumblr_inline_nrsm6wqT1A1sdg6f3_500.gif

So a lot has happened while I was away rip. First things first, Will was successfully voted out last tribal so hooray!!!!! I felt kinda bad but he thought he was running everything so he high key needed to go at some point. This tribal however, is a giant mess!!! So Callie won the reward and was able to get the idol thankfully so we can last another tribal is this ugly tribe. With Nick and Rhea trying to play both sides, its getting even harder to figure out who is loyal to who and so on. At this point, I can only assume they are all against me with the information Callie has given me. Nick told Trace the information I baited him with last night. He tried to get me to reveal my so called allies but I have no one but Callie and I would never expose her especially at this point. Trace said nick wants me out this tribal so that is what “our” alliance is doing but you best believe I won’t be going home this tribal. Oh Trace….. you should have thought twice. It’s time to bring out my villain side huh?

I don’t know whats happening. Is it Trace, is it Lexi, is it me, is Allie going to self vote agin? Ugh…