Hereโs what Iโve been looking like most of the time throughout these past 12 days - Mesh underwear, 2 catheters, and icing my bits. ๐๐๐ฝโโ๏ธ Recovery thus far has been challenging, exhausting, uncomfortable and painful AND itโs also been full of wins and successes, and Iโm healing up and hanging in. โบ๏ธ I had my first post op appointment this past Monday, and it went well! Dr. Ley said I have no infections, and that things are looking good. I did also express discomfort and pain with my catheters: 1 in my penis as a placeholder to keep my newly lengthened urethra open ๐๐๐, and the other in my abdomen where my urine flows from. Ronin and I have been trouble shooting the catheters throughout my recovery, and over the past few days, Iโve come to a much more comfortable place with them, having found a successful set up. Iโve also shifted my thoughts around them - to gratitude and recognizing what they are here for - MY. PENIS. ๐๐๐ช๐ผ๐ Haha! Now, instead of thinking about how uncomfortable they are and how much I donโt like them, Iโve been focusing on the fact that there is one through my new urethra to keep it from healing on itself so I will be able to pee out of it soon. Gosh. ๐ And that they are temporary, and knowing they are coming out over the course of the next few days. ๐ Tomorrowwwww...Iโll be getting my catheter in my penis removed and will be able to pee out of it for the first time! Eeeeee!! ๐๐ Iโm gonna cry. Gosh, Iโm so grateful. Ahhhh!! Thereโs lots more to share, and Iโve actually created a Facebook page that Iโm planning to update with more details, along with YouTube videos coming soon as well. The Facebook page is Malcolm Ribot - My Meta Journey, and Iโll be updating that in the coming days. More to come!! ๐ค๐๐ฑโจ #meta #bottomsurgery #lowersurgery #ftm #trans #transgender #medicaltransition #drLey #Scottsdale #AZ #journeytopeace #journeytofreedom #soincrediblygrateful #progress #peedaytomorrow #cantwait (at Phoenix, Arizona)