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                        sanctify my body with pain ;                                                     &. sanctify the love that you crave. 

the heavy base was almost mind numbing, ceasing all thoughts that even dared to string themselves together. that mixed with the heavy feeling the alcohol left his body was enough to keep him as drunk as possible. feet teetering to the side every so often as he swayed with the crowd, trying his best not to fall flat on his face and embarrass not only himself but the company he was with tonight --- a bottle blonde, he actually found quite bland, and a work friend who’d been grinding on him for some time now.

if he was being perfectly honest he was miserable, strange for a guy who spewed sunshine whenever his mouth was opened. brightening up a room the moment he stepped into it. bagging himself the nickname of sunny.

to him humans were funny creatures he’d not gotten used to, despite his time down on earth.

he was determined to have a good time, to let his hair down and have some fun for once (not that he already didnt) but it was nice to do something different, to forget about everything that was weighing down on his chest. to forget the feelings that bubbled up inside him when he was left alone, when the thoughts and memories of him came creeping back in. he shakes his head and flashes his best and brightest grin, throwing his arms up in the air and chuckling when a good song came on.

but the feeling of being on top of the world becomes faded. a new feeling filling the pit of his stomach and he was just stood there, a deer caught in the headlights.limbs tensing and he felt sick. of all places he had to run into him here. the one time that he’d given up, given himself some freedom to have some fun and not worry about running into him. 

but fate was cruel that way.

—movie sentence starter. *✲ status: ACCEPTING *;

❝ ♕ She is met with silence, a forebodingtension that speaks volume where words would have failed. Instead of speakingbefore she talks, a trait that’s gotten her into trouble one too many time, shestretches her legs out, thin blades of grass scraping against her bare skin. Asoft sigh passes her lips and she runs her fingers through her hair, suddenlyhyper aware of her surroundings. Conversations like these never went anywhere positive. Experience tells her otherwise.

“Depends on how sheltered you are.” Finally, she speaks. Her tone is cautious, just like the way she lives and her hand reaches out to pet the backof Nyx’s hair. Their relationships bordered on strange to say the least: it wasthe same comfort that one would see with a child and their security blanket. Atleast, as far as Carmen would describe it. There hadbeen a few occasions where she would regard Nyx with a wearisome look, hernerves on edge as she attempted to figure out a solution for the unexpectedsituation that rose. “And if you only see the world in a very black and whiteview. That could also be a factor.” But who was she to judge when she was beginning to pick up the shattered remains of her broken life.

meme: text message starters!