#dreamtalk

헤어지는 날 바로 오늘 너는 모든 걸 빼앗아 가네 진눈깨비가 얼굴을 때리네

the day we break up, is today you take everything from me the sleet batters my face

가지말라고 가지말라고 매달려봐도 매달려봐도 가지말라고 제발 가지말라고 매달려봐도 소용이 없네

don’t go, don’t go though i cling onto you, though i cling onto you don’t go, please don’t go though i cling onto you, it’s no use

진눈깨비 흩어지는 거리에 도망치듯 멀어지는 니 뒷모습 깊어질 수 없다는 그 거짓말 너에게 침을 뱉고 싶어지는 이 기분

on this street where sleet scatters about as though you’re running away, your figure grows distant that lie, telling me this can’t get deeper this feeling of wanting to spit at you

하지만 너에게 길을 묻지는 않았네 하지만 너에게 길을 묻지는 않았네

but i didn’t ask you for directions but i didn’t ask you for directions

가지말라고 가지말라고 가지말라고 제발 가지말라고 오 가지말라고 가지말라고 가지말라고 제발 가지말라고

don’t go, don’t go don’t go, please don’t go oh don’t go, don’t go don’t go, please don’t go 

진눈깨비 흩어지는 거리에 도망치듯 멀어지는 니 뒷모습 깊어질수 없다는 그 거짓말

on this street where sleet scatters about as though you’re running away, your figure grows distant that lie, telling me this can’t get deeper

너에게 침을 뱉고 싶어지는 이 기분

this feeling of wanting to spit on you

하지만 너에게 길을 묻지는

So while the dream was a bit long(one part involving a puppet guest star on Off Topic that was voiced by Tony the Tiger and a badass action scene that I can’t recall anymore) there was one part that stuck out to me the most. It involved fan art of my DimensionsAU that was drawn by @steadyconnoisseurnacho and the reason I knew that was because they showed it to me via a Snapchat video, which is strange because I use Snapchat exclusively with IRL friends and Family. Now the reason I believe it was Snapchat was that I saw the black bar that would usually text, but there wasn’t. It was a traditional drawing in a sketchbook, and looked something like this:

I was able to remember most of the drawing to make this recreation of it and I want to try to dissect it because it has some interesting things related to Dimensions itself.

I’ll start with the top left:

I remember it specifically being this sort of split box thing with one side being a drawing of a forest in the Camp Camp style and Gwen holding some sort of box thing. I want to talk more of the Gwen drawing the most. For one thing, it was hard to capture what expression she was making. I wasn’t sure if she was angry or crying into the box thing, and most of the face look slightly melted to me. Like it was edited in Photoshop with Liquify. And the more I thought about it, the more it looked like a drawing that I remember making:

They were almost in the exact same pose, and keep in mind that I drew that doodle on the right in October of 2017 as a sort of vent drawing. The difference being in the dream draw, she’s holding something. I debated on what she was holding cause it looked like a brick, but I thought ‘why would she be yelling/crying at a brick?’ until I put context to the story. It was a phone. In Dimensions, the campsite mostly has on the wall cord phones and very old technology and a part of the story is Gwen attempting to call out to someone over the phone about Cameron’s threats and failing because of Cameron’s interference. So I could only imagine that this was a reference to that.

Since I don’t remember what was in the second box so I’ll move on to the third one. For one thing, I remember it being in a different style than the other in that it looked painted. The one glaring detail I remember out of this was that Cameron was in the doorway and was bright blue. The scene was also something related to the story since David looked like he was opening, or closing a box. It was the parts of David attempting to run away. But, why was Cameron there, and why was he the only thing in the picture in color? My theory was symbolism, but I don’t know how Dimension! Cameron is related to the color blue considering his character.

 The last drawing in the bunch was what looked like outline drawings of the Main three campers. The Line Art was super clean and looked like it was going to be colored in later. There wasn’t a lot of detail and kinda weird looking. Luckily I was able to recognize the characters because of the hair.

Now I wanted to leave it at that, but there was one thing I didn’t want to leave out. Since the drawing was in a sketchbook, there was a second page I had glanced at that contain some unrecognizable doodles. I only remembered one that stood out to me, and that was this:

It looks like something that I would draw back when I was first creating Dimensions, some in the style of some of my old Camp Camp drawings. Though the whole face was covered and not just the eyes as most of them were styled that way.

Now as depressing as it is to literally dream of getting fan art, but this seemed stranger than that. Just the way it looked was just off in some way. Though it seemed weird how:

1.) The style and format of the of drawing.

2.) the Elements of the drawing

3.) Just the way it was shown to me in the dream via video.