Am I proud? Not particularly. This is like the sixth one. At least it’s incredibly clear which memories are for this kintype (all my others overlap weirdly and give me conflicting feelings towards... everything.) and all my memories seem to be pretty good? So far?

Laying in bed alone last night and struck with a full phantom shift, body and brain I think too, I miss my husbands. Karl used to scratch my back or rub my tattoo(which started at the base of my neck and went down my back), and I could always fall asleep with my face buried in Q’s hand no matter how high my body temperature got.

Now… it’s just Q. No complaints from me, I guess. Karl’s condition was getting too bad, he was disappearing more often and coming back not knowing anything about where he was, just who I am. It was hard, and scary. after LV fell, Q and I got in touch through letters, he’d asked for a place to stay despite being banned, and through a short plea with George, I made it happen. We live together now, taking our relationship slow again, but I’m glad to have him back

-Sapnap (dsmp) 🔥🔥