#dream worker

This one has helped me so much!

Stop calling the waking world “reality” or “real world”. Your dreams are real too! They’re just in the dream reality.

He said hello and I said hi, that I enjoy his work. He told me that we couldn’t get too close because he had a cold that he contracted from his wife lol. We sat on my parents porch swing and talked for awhile about random stuff that didn’t have anything to do with his career lol. We ended up getting closer and more touchy. Like cuddling. He was complimenting me on how soft my skin was and yadda yadda.

Then he said he had to go, he got into his vehicle and drove off. He called me just as he left my parents dead end road, I had walked halfway down as it was ringing. When i answered he said who it was and he said he couldn’t stop thinking of how soft my skin. we teased back and forth and finally I was like “you know, exploring would be more fun with me, I know the area so I could show you a lot”

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So after I said that he didn’t answer and the call cut. I thought that was odd and I called back multiple times.

Well, he couldn’t have gone far so I start running down the road and as I’m yeeting myself down the pavement I fuse through a worm hole of sorts

It’s a parasitic hospital, the staff are using radiation to “help” people with their “issues” and then trapping them in the “facility” when the radiation disables them they are trapped in this place to be tortured and fed off of for eternity.

So I’m walking through these hallways past “nurses and doctors” because it’s all a facade, it’s all a part of this illusion. Finally I reach a hallway and it’s just a bunch of small rooms where people are tied down and forced in front of these radiation machines. I’m walking down the hall and looking into each of the small windows on the doors until I find [someone].

I tried opening the door and it was stuck at first but then I got it and ran to turn off the radiation machine. He was lethargic and burnt up a bit, I asked him if he was okay and started to untie him when I felt a very firm grasp on both my arms.

It was the head “doctor” and he had spotted me and followed me without me noticing. He threw me into on of the radiation rooms and put the machine on and said “let’s fix these problems together, maybe you’ll learn your lesson”

I do have a lot of clothing on because sweaters and such so since I wasn’t strapped down I pulled my sweaters over my face and did my best to shield myself.

Finally it was over and one of the nurses came to retrieve me, she was gently guiding my back through another hallway and I saw [someone] was being guided into a room with cots. I said I needed to bathroom and she told me where it was and walked over to the desk. I was walking in that direction and then ran when she wasn’t looking. I was running down the hall but the halls aren’t real, they are a facade and in order to actually go further down them the worm hole needs to be opened but the “drs and nurses” do this in a way that changes where the hall ends up. I figured out how to time it right and broke free but I knew I had to go back for [someone].

Make a list of all the dream places* that you’d like to revisit and do a dream incubation meditation every night to go there!

Or, if you’re more experienced you can trigger lucidity in a dream and go there to explore.

*places you’ve dreamed of that don’t exist in the waking world :)

My boss had built the framing business to a van for travel purposes to make some money as we moved around. People weren’t spending their money unless it was to preserve what little memories they had left so it was quite perfect. We had a few customers come in with some photos or other memorabilia from the life we all used to have. It was good to keep busy and doing these projects kept our moods up. We couldn’t use the money for much since the economy collapsed and most of the world was in shambles but it was to have a small amount of normalcy left after all that had happened.

Finally my aunt came by and picked up the kids to my relief. After they left my sister, my husband and I got our shit packed up and we’re ready to head out. The house was morphing into a weird military/office building from what felt like the 70s. Right before we left I lost my wedding ring and had to run around until I found it.

Finally we stepped onto this odd bus like vehicle that was tilted at a 45 degree angle and had to take our seats so we could leave but then people started arguing over where they were placed.

Finally we get going and we are moving through what seems to feel like a New York City type of environment.

Then I wake up and I’m back in my childhood home. I look out the window and see cops surrounding my vehicle so I go out and ask them to leave my vehicle alone, I park here all the time it’s my parents house. The cop got snippy with me and I told them to fuck off so the cop grabbed my wrists and put handcuffs on my and put his gun up to the left side of my lower back. It hurt like a bitch how hard he pressed it.

Then I woke up for real (I think lol).

Last night of course I had an intense dream haha.

My boss and I were at the frame shop but there was active construction. The landlord was building an alternative hallway that was very narrow. The wall went down the middle of the hall making it very awkward. My boss was off, I don’t know what about but she was off I could tell. A few minutes later an old friend (with what I believe is Cerebral Palsy but I could be wrong) showed up at the shop. We caught up in between my boss and I having guests show up for orders. It was dark out, lit only by the artificial lighting in the hall. All of the sudden there was a sense of danger, you could feel the threat take over like a thick cloud of fog on a humid night. I grabbed my friend and rushed her to the bathroom where I knew there was a window to escape. (There are no windows in the bathrooms at my job).

I popped the window open and carried her through and then came back to close the window behind us, trapping whatever lingered.