these children

these adorable children

hi lo

life came at us all so quick didn't it. productivity is . nonexistent. the brain damage i gave myself during college to excel has burned me out. i still have three more classes to get through but i am honestly doing the least amount of effort just getting by (thank god i trained myself so my least efforts still are As) anyways. i'm going to try to make myself a schedule and three tasks a day to complete so that i don't feel like i'm wasting my days. i recommend everyone journal or take a pic of life everyday because i csn guarantee this will all be forgotten in one big trauma memory.

so. my ACTUAL MAIN MAJOR is scenic design. i declared it my junior year so i barely got taught anything (that has nothing to do with me coming in late our profs just don't be teaching tbh). so know i'm learning online. my online class did this (domestika) and i think it's so cool. i'm gonna redo it and do it better but progress pics are important. if anyone has any advice on landscape drawing, model making, production/scenic design let me know (: (seriously i am teaching myself)

also within my new schedule is me posting chinese things and art. i'm gonna finish my instagram series (highkey it's finished i'm just lazy) then do more things that i have no decided. if anyone has a requesty dms are open.

don't be too hard on yourselves rn, it's amazing that we're here right now.