#dramatic but true

I miss them and it has only been 6 days. How did I ever make it through the hiatus????

i am on the verge of tears with every single comment anyone leaves on any of my fics 😭😭 like you don’t understand, i read them and immediately have to go lay on the floor for a minute. unfortunately i am also physically incapable of being a functional human being (i spend 90% of my awake time either writing or reading and the other 10% staring at walls… thinking about morpheus 💔) so my replies are usually about 100 years late. but i love every single comment with my whole heart and it genuinely means the world to me. THANK YOU! ❤️😭

im 100% sure that "new perspective" was written by brendon from ryan's perspective. like?!?!? it fits so well - u can't tell me otherwise! it's just so perfect.

do not speak to me of electing a new pope I am in mourning

The main obstacle: I prefer to write in a notebook first (time consuming) because my eyes Suffer Enough from constant computer use, so that means I inevitably have to type up my work (time consuming) later on. However I am slow at typing (time consuming) and my handwriting deteriorates the more excited/tired I get (time consuming) so I spend at least 30% of the transferring written words to computer process trying to decipher my own handwriting (time consuming) and the result is just. Time is being consumed and it is not being consumed in story progression