#downswing

If all my blood sweat and tears

If this has all just led me here

I hope that it was worth it on the end

I wear my heart on my sleeve

If all the crossroads keep leading back to me, I'll know

It’s funny how a family member can both make you feel so utterly worthless, and make the thing you love doing also seem so utterly worthless and want to abandon doing it completely. 

If these walls could talk what would they say?

You walked out on me anyway

Now I'm stuck with broken memories

I pray they fade away

You were gone when I needed you most

On a downhill slope at the end of my rope

Abandoned me here on my own