There Is This Guy That I Liked Very Much Since Freshmen And I Always Thought That We Will Never Be A Classmate Till Now, In A Foundation Day Of Our School We Are Now A Senior, Every Thing Was On It's Place When Suddenly I Felt A........You Know A feeling That I've Never Felt Before IN My Entire Life Whether It Looks Bad Or Good, I Felt Awesome. I Think I Love Him But Only If I'm At Sleep, In My Dreams We Were Together Laughing While Eating In A Restaurant And Having A Drink Of Wine......I Can Still Feel That "thing" You Know The Feeling That Your Going To Die Or Your Feeling When Your Standing On Cliff, I Don't Know It Feels More Different From The Feelings I Have For Him Back In Freshmen.....I Wonder If He Can Feel What I Feel, If He Dreams at Me Too Or Watching Me As I Watching Him (I'm Not A Stalker Just So You Know). Then I Realized That He Still Love The Girl He Had Been Steady To. He Really Liked That Girl Or More Specifically "LOVE" That Girl. I Can't Defeat Girl Cause I'm Gay And I Know He Will Never Ever Feel What I've Been Feeling Since I First Saw Him....He Can Never Love A Gay.