#doomed.

Okay so I saw the concept art of Rumi and Jinu going on an aquarium date and I was like “pull up, I got an idea.” That idea being the idea of agony and despair.

“FALL IN LOVE AGAIN AND AGAIN.”

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Oscar Piastri is your soulmate, in every lifetime. You chase eachother through generations, but the Gods do not favour you. If they want to witness tragedy, you are the victims of their malice.

CHAPTER ONE: TO TAINT THE GODS OF OLD. 5K.

CHAPTER TWO: A FAILED SECOND CHANCE. 8K

CHAPTER THREE: DOUBLE EDGED SWORD. 6K

CHAPTER FOUR: SINFUL INNOCENCE.

CHAPTER FIVE: BORN OF BEAUTY.

CHAPTER SIX: TRANSCEND TRAGEDY.

CHAPTER SEVEN: THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE.

CHAPTER EIGHT: WHAT MONEY CAN’T BUY

CHAPTER NINE: TO SLIP AWAY.

no set dates for each chapter release, please be kind. word counts will vary!!! but 5-10k realistically per each. will do a total word count when complete !! CURRENTLY ON A BREAK.

CURRENT TOTAL WORD COUNT: 19K

Summary:

When you expect so much for yourself, what does that really do? Does self-reflection ever help? Will that person in the mirror ever be what you want them to be? What you want them to look? What you want them to have? All that you need them to be? If your shoulder is one to cry on, is it your place to cry on it too? Really, the choice is yours to make. You'll have to rely on yourself, not me, to decide what's right. For you and others.

cant put the chapter in here i reached character limit sorry tumblers

Starting note:

I was so scared to post this. This chapter is very dear to me, I genuinely hope this helps the right people out! god i love this name as always this chapters hits home :((((( be prepared… i’m using only theythem pronouns for Zooble for simplicity’s sake (i didnt start the chapter yet so..).) Oh goddd….. sorry if u think this is mischaracterization. Gangles supposed to be off in the start (she’s not doing well.),! I hope u guys like it. I know that Kingers in character at least !!! This is for the ones with independence problems!!!!!

Ending note :

my babies…. arguments happen…. sighh…. i’m sorry i didn’t post before ig? Well im only posting 1-4 times weekly but i just needed to apologize. Final exams (Which ended before yesterday as of writing this) and I had to comfort multiple people (which ties into Kinger comforting in this chapter), me and my sister also fought about me being independent (older sisters amirite, she wants me to depend on her, I'm apparently too stupid otherwise!) and dont worry im fine! I’m doing great, im actually really euphoric rn and have been for a while. If these chapters resonate with you im so glad because these are based on knowledge from experience!!! The body/gender and identity dysphoria goes crazy….. KIGNER KINGER KIGNGER RGAGEHHE HE WAS SO SILLY IN THIS ONE. But also very fatherly.. hes not only angirldad chat. Consider this : If routine really is so comfortable, why do you still crave and need change?