#doomed everything

Grimm and Juno make me violently ill!!!!!

Post-Christmas break, 1978

“What is this?” Sirius demanded, eyes blazing with the hereditary Black madness, mixed with a grief that was only Sirius’s. His grip on Regulus’s wrist tightened. “Regulus Arcturus Black, answer me!”

Regulus kept his gaze fixed on the ground. He didn’t think he could bear to look at his brother without having a reaction he would regret. His Dark Mark seemed to carve itself deeper into his skin, as if reminding him of the decision he had made.

Swallowing tightly, he yanked his arm away. “Stay away from me.” He hated the way his voice cracked on the last word. “You renounced our family. You renounced me.”

“Reggie—”

“Leave. Stay away.” Regulus took a step back. “I never had a brother. You never had one, either.”

Regulus, withholding his shaky breath, turned and began to march away. All he could think about was getting as far as he could from Sirius. Sirius’s words made him weaker. Made him feel like he was five again, having his hair stroked by Sirius as he drifted off to sleep. Made him forget about his parents’ expectations, Bellatrix’s incessant coaxing to make him join the Death Eaters, Narcissa’s sharp advice to live as if Sirius had never existed. Made him remember about—

“James!” Sirius shouted after Regulus in the empty hall. His words were laced with desperation, his breath coming in short pants as he continued. “What about James?”

Regulus tensed.

James. Lovely, lovely James. The source of his jealousy from his first year. The source of his adoration from his third year. His first love.

His first heartbreak.

“Think about James,” Sirius said, his footsteps coming closer, tentative and slow. “James would never love a traitor. You can’t, Reggie, you…”

Regulus shut his eyes. He’d brought this upon himself.

He turned back to look at his brother. This time, he met Sirius’s stormy grey gaze, identical to his.

He felt hollow inside, all of his emotions rushing up to be seen in his eyes instead. They stung, but the pain was incomparable to the ache in his heart.

“As he should,” he whispered.

Yoooo I’m in the ██████

wait what was that

it’s like a series of events (they’re forever doomed)

idk if the hjd lore where jane is missing is still canon or I misremembered something.. I haven’t touched hjd in a while.. but if it is i made a different version..