I missed another day again--the 11th--but other than that I’m doing my best to stick to my personal challenge of writing as much as I used to. Since I haven’t posted on here in a while, I’ll be posting the days in separate posts. Here is the post for Day 7 [WORD COUNT: 243])

Don’t write when you’re not inspired

Well, That was probably The worst piece of advice I’ve ever taken

Meeting people you've met online in real life isn't easy, at least not for me. In this case I really like your messages. Well “really like” doesn't describe it very accurately but let's just stick to that for now. I like this thing that we have going on whatever it should be called and I don't want to ruin it. What if we meet and this will feel completely wrong and we'll stop writing to each other? I like the way you can see straight through me even though it's only based on my writings. It's as if you see through the facade that I want to show to the world and it's a rare thing. You just say whatever you want to say and I appreciate that. No bs, just whatever is on your mind. We don't play games and I know that I can be completely honest with you and say whatever I want to.

I noticed though that when we were talking about meeting, you weren't quite as observant as you usually are. I think I may have hurt your feelings a little but I really don't want to keep creating different scenarios in my head about how we'd meet until Christmas. I'm sorry if I hurt you, it wasn't in my intentions. And the thing you said about Australia... It made me feel like you genuinely like me. Even a little bit like you care about me...

There was no mile long message from you in my inbox today and I miss that. Hopefully I'll hear from you soon.

Oh and do you know who you are? You are a quality person, someone who'd be worth being a part of my life.