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Agree Isaac will be key to Colin's story. I feel Colin's acceptance is strongly tied to his performance and I'm curious how that will develop. He's benched now S3. GOAT Zava may be an issue, in thematic contrast? His cult undid some of Ted's good work. Bet Colin will play again after it's out. (We've yet to see a red?) But it's so touchy, even indirect talk on their chances could have Colin feel liable for losses or feel shame after this shake-up. I want the opposite to show too end of S3. (1/2)
(2/2) At the end of this storyline, I want for Colin to be embraced and free, yes, by his team, and overall at least in a way that is enough and more, if not the world. But I NEED him to be a gosh darn STAR on the field when he's finally free, supported, on solid ground. Being one with the team and self-confident is everything that improved Ted's players that he hasn't gotten to have. He's a strong and capable man! (Jan Maas: In a squad of 20-or-so men it is highly improbable only Colin is gay.)
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Yes yes yes, I agree like the way that Colin plays and the way he feels about himself are definitely connected. I think it's really interesting the way that Nate describes him as not moving or inspiring people because "he's just there" which, on Colin's part, is definitely on purpose, if possibly subconscious. The chameleon metaphor works in a couple different ways: Colin being a closeted gay man in a room full of straight men and Colin being a gay footballer in the public eye. Colin doesn't want to be noticed, he doesn't want to be seen. If he's seen, people might start to ask questions about his life that he isn't ready to answer yet. So he keeps to the back, he blends in; he's already in the public eye being on the team, he doesn't need to take any more risks. I think that Colin keeping that part of himself locked away and under wraps weighs him down when he plays in a way he doesn't even notice. Colin has probably come to terms with the fact that he has to remain closeted for the sake of not only his career but also his life however that doesn't negate the effects of being closeted and keeping an entire part of his life a secret. With this secret, Colin can't stand out as a player because of the fear of being noticed and analyzed past what he's comfortable with.
Being a gay footballer could also put Colin in a position where he feels like if he fucks up, he'll be scrutinized not only for the way he plays but for his sexuality. We've seen that Colin puts a lot of pressure on himself to perform well and now we can connect that being related to the way people will view his sexuality. Obviously, there's an idea in the sports world that if you're gay, you're not strong or tough enough to be on this team which is where his "I am a strong and capable man" mantra comes in. I remember one sports center scene where they said that it was Colin's fault for giving away possession and letting the other team get a goal. Moments like that where Colin fucks up are going to be attributed to the fact that he's gay. It won't be "Colin gave away possession" it'll be "the gay one lost them the game." I think this perception will also mess with Colin a lot, when he comes out, eyes will be on him, watching for any mistake he makes. (This is just theorizing now but when they know that he's gay and Colin makes a mistake, a fan might his gayness as an insult, making Isaac want to defend him by going up into the stands to punch him?)
When the team finally knows (even if he's outed, I would like to see Colin tell the team himself), I do hope Colin has a moment where he feels that love and support from his teammates and is able to play without the weight of fear and isolation. I hope that after Colin comes out, he has a moment where he feels free and confident enough in himself to let himself play to his fullest potential.
I was gonna do this whole thing starting with this but gave up, so here's just ink on a blank canvas (・–・;)ゞ
Choni fanfic recommendation 3/?
Scuff.
by @wholenny
Cheryl Blossom had had two scuffs mar her young life thus far. The first, had been her shoe at 6 years old, scuffed by defying her mother's orders and strict social convention. The second, had been the beautiful, and tragically fast-removed, Heather scuffed by a first-love and sexual deviance. So, here she sat, as she gazed innocuously upon the pink-hair cascading in waves down a slender back and the gleaming eyes of a serpent peering up at her from the back of her jacket. Toni Topaz. A serpent. A vixen. And, Cheryl thought with a dizzying elation she hadn’t felt in years, a brand new scuff on her life.
Red Robin #4
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Update: The Powerpuff Action Time Wiki, I checked it out
So i ended up rechecking out what the heck this fan made thing is about and apparently it’s legit a wikipedia fanmade idea page =0 where fans write down stories for things they want to see happen in the show itself. It’s just like people on tumblr do with their AU’s and Shipping questioning thing but in a form of a wikipedia.
Like i just found this out late because i wanted to do it on a day i was good to go. And now that i found out..it bummed me out..i really wanted this to be a real fan fictionale story like comic book or at least a fan fiction story thing. Where people can read it but nope..just dang this bums me out xD dang it all lol.
But yeah if ya’ll are interested in reading the wikipedia here it is:
https://blossom.fandom.com/wiki/The_Powerpuff_Girls:_Action_Time_Wiki
It’s very interesting to read. I really do hope someone grabs these wikipedia fan made stories and make them come to life. Would like to see that, for real..now i feel like doing one?? If anyone wants me to do it..I could try to do it?
Anyway gonna tag you on here for you can know =0 henna-sameen