#donation thing

ok so if you know me you will understand how much i hate to do this and how humiliated i am but it’s gotten to the point where i can’t afford to feed my rabbits and i don’t mind starving myself but i would do anything for them. 

i’m a severely mentally ill ftm person living in the uk. i work almost full time despite my health to great emotional and physical detriment to myself. most days i am too tired to move from my sofa after work. my only outgoings are bills, food, other necessities and things for my rabbits. i regularly go without food or just have one small meal a day. i stopping taking my medication to try and save money. 

for the past few days i have been surviving on bread, cigarettes and sleeping pills (can’t be hungry if i’m not awake) but now my rabbits have run out of kibble and i don’t get paid for another nine days. today (16/08) i received a letter from the council demanding £218 immediately or I would have to pay the full amount of my tax in full (£800), which obviously i am unable to do. I have managed to borrow money from my ex to be able to pay off the tax payment but i have literally nothing left in my account, my overdraft is totally maxed out. if i can’t buy the rabbit’s kibble today then they will have to have museli, and once that is gone (two days max) then they will have nothing.  since i also won’t be able to survive until my paycheck without eating if you donated it would be used for 1. my rabbit’s food inc kibble and hay 2. food for myself. I’m willing to show receipts for both. If there’s any left I’ll use that towards covering overdraft charges (they stack up weekly and accumulate so the fast i can pay the charge the better). 

if you require it i can provide photo evidence of my bank account being in the red and all of the outgoing payments if absolutely necessary for you to believe me. i can also explain in greater detail my circumstances but i would prefer to do this in private. 

i can reimburse you after i receive my paycheck on the 25th in the following ways:

i work at a certain bath and soap company and i can send you products of your choice + extra for your kindness (donation would have to cover cost of product with discount and also postage if you are overseas from uk).

i can just straight up pay you back. let me know if you want this when you send the money and i will make a list with your details and paypal you as soon as i’m able 

i am a writer, ao3 here, i’ll write you a flash fic of whatever you want (within reason). dm me about this 

ill send you photos of my rabbits 

im love you 

here is my Ko-Fi account. please leave me your username so I can pay you back however you like and also tell you that you are perfect and amazing.