I can't be doing more now, can I ?
I think this sense of .. you know, I am doing a lot, but what if I did more.
More. more, more. More for what?
To get results quicker? To get more results quicker.
When we breach beyond the ego-self, the "I do actually, to show to my tribe I can," then we can easily stay stuck in a time-bounded construct.
That one is harder to breach through. I'm sure destiny and sense of purpose plays a part in it, as well as surrendering to God's divine act of grace.. you know, giving us an interconnecting segway of purpose every instant. It's not an easy job !
If things happen for a reason, and if "it was meant to happen" then isn't time the least of our worry ?
Yet we want to force time. We want to make it happy now, and quicker, and sooner, and stronger. We want better results.
That's an interesting thing.
Almost as if it's not good enough.
Almost as if I am not good enough.
Almost as if I, with more, will be good enough.
Productivity, consistency, rhythm, dedication, hard work are all beautiful qualities. Don't get me wrong. But the sense of dissatisfaction, because I could be doing more. This one seems.. off-putting.
