#doing-talking

it's up to you either way, but maybe if you're gonna take it down let people know and give them some time to download a copy? I'm sorry ppl are being mean and entitled :(

Thank you @doing-talking, I appreciate that.

“Never have I ever killed an innocent.” 

Her words are pointed, and she watches as Kylo pours another shot of Corellian whisky and slugs it back, turning it upside down beside the other six shot glasses lined up neatly in front of him. 

“Never have I ever longed for a father figure.” 

It’s every bit as pointed, and the clear liquor she’d purloined from Poe’s secret stash tastes like bitter poison as she takes a long draught. 

She’s tipsy, her head spinning from the alcohol, and there’s truth in the night, in the haze of it all. 

“Never have I ever hurt someone who loved me,” she whispers. 

Kylo stops in mid-pour, staring at her for a moment before silently pouring a second shot and pushing it over to her. 

I'M SCREAMING I LOVE IT

yes you are ;-P

Name three stories you found difficult to write.

Oh, this is fun! At this point, writing fiction comes pretty easily to me, but there are specific stories I can point to that were tough for various reasons.

Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu Naboo wgah'nagl fhtagn, or, How Rey and Kylo Ren Saved the Galaxy: I started that in 2016 for the first RFFA collection, it was only the third story I’d written and my first Reylo. It was just overwhelming and I ended up pulling out of the collection. I couldn’t stop thinking about it, though, and so this summer I decided to try again, I got a great beta (@lovethemfiercely) and I finished it! It was mostly difficult because of the emotions attached to it (i.e., I dropped it, and picking up something after dropping it is tough).

The Unicorn: This was hard because I took my sweet babies from FRMAU and gave them a terrible experience and a terrible end. The story came pretty quickly but I had to keep apologizing to them as I wrote. I still feel kinda bad reading it, even though I love the story.

Under the Orange Moon: This one was hard because I couldn’t figure out the details. I knew the general plot, but I kept changing my mind about small but important things. It’s a werewolf-type story, so ... who is the werewolf? How much time actually passes in the story (days or months)? What happens to Chewie at the end? I had a lot of help from @lovethemfiercely and @jesssssah, and it came together and I’m happy with it, but boy it was really like pulling teeth for a while there.

12. For E-rated fic, what are some things your characters keep doing? 

Basic vanilla stuff. XD I actually don’t write E-rated very often — smut is really out of my comfort zone — but I tend to write more emotion-based stuff than anything super graphic, more what the characters are feeling than what they’re doing. The one exception would be the TFA-era hatefuck I wrote, “Bite Radius,” which was pretty dark and dirty, but there’s a reason it’s a standalone; it’s very much outside of my usual fare.

wait WHAT is happening? do they just not let you attach links or do the links go nowhere?