#doc appointments

i  hate it when a family member is in the doc office w/u for ur own appointment (be there for family history to give to doc if i didn’t know something of it) and here the doc starts stething u and ur fam member is in there with u watching or glancing around the room. i feel so damn award and nerved while being stethed by the doc. i hate that!!!! it’s only enjoyable when any family member isn’t in there w/u!!! i like being by myself w/the doc getting stethed or having a friend there beside be i’d be ok with to obviously, but family fuck no. i feel so damn uncomfortable w/fam around me while at appointments. (one i had today, i needed fam in there w/me for family history to give the the new replacement doc since my other one left the practice)................as u all know, my cardiophilia is only to be known to friends or net friends, but NOT to family members. 

I'm home sick and due to go for a doc Appointment soon, any one want to interact with Jamie or Bucky? (I'm up for angst also.)

Tomorrow is doc appointment, and I want to talk to him about all the pain I've had and such. Hope he listens. :/

Dad while driving him to the eye doc