#stethed

damn i'd love this for someone to control my breathing w/an ambu bag while stething me, holy shit..................

i  hate it when a family member is in the doc office w/u for ur own appointment (be there for family history to give to doc if i didn’t know something of it) and here the doc starts stething u and ur fam member is in there with u watching or glancing around the room. i feel so damn award and nerved while being stethed by the doc. i hate that!!!! it’s only enjoyable when any family member isn’t in there w/u!!! i like being by myself w/the doc getting stethed or having a friend there beside be i’d be ok with to obviously, but family fuck no. i feel so damn uncomfortable w/fam around me while at appointments. (one i had today, i needed fam in there w/me for family history to give the the new replacement doc since my other one left the practice)................as u all know, my cardiophilia is only to be known to friends or net friends, but NOT to family members.