to me….. to me rin is insecure in a way that he never feels good enough to touch you or be with you… he sees you as higher than yk…. like a god he somehow gets to witness up close…… he feels like his touch would drag you down n it scares him… he won’t allow himself to touch or indulge until his tongue flops out of his mouth and his brain is all fuzzy and all he can think about is having an angel on his tongue and finally getting to taste what he’s worshipped in his own lil bratty insecure way