Nightmares and Ashes
Upon the partyâs return to White Shadow they were greeted by the the terrifying realization that they were nowhere near prepared to face their enemies. With little effort the League of Evil Assholes (as Elowen was calling them) had managed to overtake the city, captured our heroes, killed the King before their very eyes, and had killed Ciaran before leaving the others to face a broken city.
...Or so the League of Evil Assholes had thought.
To Elowenâs surprise Diantha, with the help of Sarenrae was able to revive Ciaran, and through some fortune tellerâs spelled cards Ciaran brought back the King as well. After returning the King to his family and being assured that Grayden and Jadine were safe the group had run to Montyâs shop. Their friend was nowhere to be found, and there was no visible sign that he had been killed; for now they could only hope that Monty was alive. While searching the shop our band of heroes found evidence that someone had been spying on Monty, and learned that their friend might not be quite what he seemed. After collecting evidence from his shop something seemed to dawn on ElowenâŠ
âI need to check on the Mageâs College,â she told her friends, worry knitting her brow as she hugged her cloak close around her as if to fend off some sudden chill. âW-we should have seen them fighting, o-or something. They should have been protecting the city!â Elowenâs voice snapped with anger, hoping that the people she had lived and trained with for nearly a decade would not turn out to be as cowardly as the mages in the library above the Ivory Capitol. If she found that they had merely barred the doors upon the city then she would have some very nasty things to say to her teachers.
âYou donât think something could have happened to them, do you?â Diantha asked uncertainly, Ciaranâs tired look seemed to share some of Dianthaâs worry.
âI donât know,â Elowen admitted, âmaybe they were forced to flee, or- I donât know. We need to check on the college.â She couldnât help the frantic whine in her voice, her mind reeling with uncertainty and anger at what could have kept the college from defending the city.
The group shared a worried look before leaving Montyâs shop and following Elowen towards the college. The first thing that Elowen noticed was the silence. What was normally a bustling school full of sound was eerily quiet, and there was no sight of anyone moving past the windows.
âJust⊠stay back a minute,â Elowen advised the group as she stepped forward towards the two large doors to the college, saying the incantation and raising her hands in the air to display the normal magical wards that lay upon the college. None of them seemed to have been modified or dropped⊠they were simply there. âCiaranâŠâ Elowen looked back at her friend with a small frown, âcan you check the door for traps for me?â
Ciaran nodded quietly and stepped forward, running her hands along the doors and checking to make sure that they werenât rigged in any way. Once she had finished her search she turned to Elowen and shrugged, âNothing here, thereâs no traps on this door.â
Elowen could feel the anxiety clawing at her stomach as she glanced back at the others before pushing open the old wooden double doors smooth with age, revealing the main lobby of the college. There was no sound as they entered, and no signs of anyone moving, though as the doors opened a bit of what appeared to be dust floated out with a rush of wind. As she was standing in the front of it Elowen received the full brunt of it and began to cough, the others joining her soon after.
âThatâs⊠strange,â Elowen muttered before continuing into the college, the sounds of her companions quietly walking behind her the only thing she could hear.
The silence began to nag at her, like an itch she just couldnât scratch. There was something unnatural about how quiet it was inside of the college, and as they walked into the main hall there was still no sight or sound to greet them. âSomethingâs wrong,â Elowenâs voice stuck in her throat, panic rising as worry that something horrible could have happened finally began to take hold. âThe college is never this quiet. Thereâs- thereâs always younger students running through the halls, and older students having noisy debates, and professors talking, and laughter-â
Diantha laid a comforting hand on Elowenâs shoulder, about to say something soothing until her mouth closed and she pointed over towards the floor. On the far side of the room was a cloak lying abandoned on the ground with a pile of dust beneath it.
Elowen rushed forward and grabbed the cloak, recognizing it as belonging to one of the younger studentâs. âWhat is all of this?â she wondered aloud. âIt looks like dust, but-â
âElowen,â Diantha swallowed heavily, reaching out towards her friend as she said as gently as she could, âthatâs not dust⊠itâs ash⊠from that personâs body.â The small wizard dropped the cloak, her hands shaking as Ciaran made a small whine of discomfort at Dianthaâs discovery.
âI have to find the others,â Elowen stated, rushing forward through the college with the others not far behind.
âElowen, be careful, we might not be alone in here-â Ciaran warned as Elowen led them through the next doors into the some of the classrooms to find more robes and piles of ash. Each room that they entered they found more of the same - dozens of robes littering the floor and the ashes of their owners lying beneath them.
âThis canât be happening,â Elowen was gasping for air, her body shaking as they continued, the sound of her friendâs worried calls muffled as she continued into each new room faster than the next. Finally they reached the dining room where the evening study hall was hosted and everywhere around the room there were cloaks and the ashes of the fallen lying beneath them.
Elowen felt as if she were drowning, it was impossible to breathe, and she couldnât make out the words that Diantha and Ciaran were saying to her until everything went dark and she fell. In the darkness Elowen could see the faces of her friends, no, the faces of the family she had built here at the college. They were smiling, and laughing, the whole dream a collection of snippets of memory of the years she had spent with these other treasured souls. One by one their faces filled with fear and she could see the sickly green magic collecting in a pool at the end of the Necromancerâs finger - the same magic that had temporarily killed Ciaran - being unleashed upon the entire school. All of the people inside the college disappeared at once, blown away by the force of the spell that had claimed their lives, and left their cloaks to flutter uselessly to the ground in the wake of their destruction.
When Elowen woke she felt tears running down the collection of ashes on her face. They were all covered in the evidence of the tragedy that had happened here. All of them had been unwittingly breathing in the remains of her scholarly family.
The halfling looked up to see Jelaniâs face creased with worry, her body cradled in one of his large arms as the hand of his free arm lightly fanned her face. He let her wake at her own pace, her body nestled safely against his chest as she closed her eyes against the horror of the stillness of the dining hall.
âHow are we ever going to be able to take out someone so powerful?â Ciaran worried aloud. âThe Necromancer killed me with just one blow and the college-â
âTheyâre all dead,â Elowen forced herself to say the words, Diantha and Ciaran looking upon her with profound sorrow as she forced herself to look at what was left of the college. âAll of them. He had to target the college first to even get a chance to attack White Shadow, and he killed them all.â Elowen sobbed, wiping off her face with hands that shook, âHe killed them from the young students all the way to the masters with decades worth of knowledge. Iâm the only one left.â
âOh Elowen,â Â Diantha didnât seem sure if she should hug her friend as Jelani gently let Elowen return to her own feet, âI am so sorry.â
The scholar sniffled and blinked until the tears stopped, âI have to- I have to tell their families, a-and the other colleges. I need- I need to get the enrollment records from the Headmasterâs office. You should- you all should tell the King-â
âWeâre not leaving you alone here,â Diantha insisted.
âItâs not as if heâs waiting around a corner to kill me,â Elowen didnât mean to snap, but she couldnât help the anger that seeped into her voice, âif the Necromancer had meant to kill me he already had his chance.â
âBut thereâs still the bounty on your head, on all our heads,â Ciaran reminded Elowen gently, ânone of us can be left alone right now. Itâs not safe.â
âIâll stay with her,â Jelani rumbled, nodding his head down at Elowen.
âAlright then,â Diantha consented, âJelani and Elowen will stay here and find the academic records while Ciaran and I inform the King of what happened. Weâll bring back Grayden so he can help.â
âDo you think there could be a pattern here?â Ciaran questioned. âWhat with the college gone, and Monty missing...â
âAre we sure heâs missing?â Diantha fretted, âDid- does anyone remember seeing Montyâs cloak, or any ash in his shop?â
âNo,â Ciaran shook her head, âno his cloak was missing, and there was no ash. Wherever Monty is he fled.â
âHeâs alive Diantha,â Elowen soothed, âI tried to scry for him in the shop. He may have blocked anyone from tracking him, but I could tell that he was alive. Those Evil Assholes targeted the magic users in the city because they knew they would be their biggest resistance. So the real question is: How did Grayden manage to survive?â
âHe had locked himself in a room with Jadine, the Queen, and the princes,â Ciaran supplied.
âHe had some sort of ward on the door Elowen,â Diantha added. âIt must have kept them from being discovered.â
âIt must have,â Elowen sighed heavily, running her hands over her face and through her hair. âGo. You need to tell the King whatâs happened, a-and I need to find the admission records. Iâm the only surviving member of the college, itâs my duty to inform their families of what happened.â A sudden thought came to Elowen and she looked up at the others with horror, âDoes that mean Iâm the head of the college now? Oh gods, I didnât ask for any of this. I canât-â
âShh,â Diantha placed a gentle hand on Elowenâs head and tried to soothe her friend, âone thing at a time. We can worry about that later. Just focus on finding those admissions records, and Ciaran and I will be back with Grayden as soon as we can. Alright?â
Elowen took a deep breath and closed her eyes, nodding as she took what comfort she could from Dianthaâs words, âYouâre right. One thing at a time. Weâll see you soon.â With that the group split in two, and Elowen was grateful for Jelaniâs blessed silence as they made their way up the stairs to the Headmasterâs office.
What had once been the room of a kind and wise man now felt barren, as if all of the light had been stolen from the room the instant that the old manâs body had disintegrated into the pile of ash that was left lying on his favorite chair. Jelani stood guard by the door as Elowen shakily made her way forward to the desk of her long time mentor and friend. Elowen closed her eyes against the ache in her chest, and her trembling hands reached forward and grabbed one of the weights holding open a scroll that had been left on his desk.
In one fluid motion the halfling turned and threw the weight as hard as she could at the wall away from Jelani, leaving a sizeable dent in the wooden wall where it hit. Elowen lost herself for a moment to her anger and the hate she felt towards the Necromancer who had taken so much from her. She cursed his name and his existence from the moment he was born in as many ways as she knew how in her native tongue. A few words of Dwarvish slipped through when her Halfling swears did not seem enough to portray how much she detested that vile sorcerer.
Jelani merely watched as Elowen had her fit, raising an eyebrow in surprise at the dent she had left behind in the wall. As she continued to swear and even threw a few more paperweights Jelani stood by the door, arms crossed and eyes following her around the room until Elowen finally wore herself out.
She ended her fit back at the Headmasterâs desk, her arms resting on the old oak desk and her head bowed forward with sorrow as she forced air into her lungs. It took a moment for Elowen to compose herself again, and when she finally stood and fixed her hair back in place she opened the small pocket dimension where the schoolâs most important records were stored. All of the senior graduate students had been made to memorize the incantations to the various pocket dimensions hidden around the campus to hide important records, and to hold confiscated goods from misbehaving students. The tomes that Elowen pulled from the Headmasterâs pocket dimension were thick and heavy enough that she had to give them to Jelani to carry for her.
âThere, uhm, there should be a study next door we can use. No one should have been in there at this hour⊠it should be free of any remains.â Elowen led Jelani to the study connected to the office and advised him of where she needed the books placed on the table. She gathered a stack of papers, an inkwell, a pen, and the extra cushion for shorter students such as herself before settling down at the table and beginning the letters. Her hands were shaky, and after the first few crumpled attempts she simply couldnât bring herself to actually start on writing the letters, so instead she merely wrote âTo the family ofâ followed by each studentâs name at the top of each piece of paper, slowly working her way down the list and setting aside each labelled paper once the studentâs name was written.
Jelani watched Elowen as she worked, arms crossed over his broad chest and back leaned up against the wall directly across from her. His eyes were full of worry for his small friend, and he kept his ever-watchful gaze trained on her as the silence grew between them. He was the first to hear the entrance doors down below creak open once again, Dianthaâs voice calling out to see where they had gone. Jelani left the room long enough to walk down the hallway and call back down to Diantha so she and the others could find their way up the stairs to the Headmasterâs office.
Elowen continued her work as the others arrived, only looking up as she finished the paper she had been labelling. With Diantha and Ciaran was Greydon, who was being urged to the side along with Jelani as Ciaran took a seat at the table and watched Elowen with a wicked expression as she looked at the others that had also entered the room. To one side stood Ace, confused by the frantic waving Diantha was doing, attempting to urge him to move away from Symund as Elowen stared at him.
Silence filled the room, no one quite knowing what to say as Elowen examined Symund. He had cast aside the jesterâs outfit he had been forced to wear for so many years, and instead wore plain breeches and a tunic with a scarlet red cloak wrapped around his shoulders. The color had returned to his skin after all of those years below ground, and he seemed to have gained some weight - no longer the skin and bones that he had been when they had first met. He was staring back at her and on his face she could see a mix of sadness she couldnât bear to look at, a bit of relief at seeing her unharmed, but most of all there was worry.
Finally Elowen put down the pen, resting it on the inkwell cap so it didnât drip onto the table, as she said, âYouâre late.â
âI got here as soon as I could,â Symund answered. âAs soon as we realized there was something wrong we headed to White Shadow. Iâm sorry we couldnât have gotten here sooner.â
Elowen swallowed against the lump in her throat and sighed heavily, âI know. I know you did⊠itâs probably for the best that you got here late or else I could have found your body amongst all of the others.â
âBetter to be late and alive rather than dead,â Symund offered, âafter spending so much time around the dead I certainly learned what a blessing it is to be alive.â
Elowen sighed, feeling horrible for having made him remember that time, and for being cross with him after all that had happened, âI know. I know youâre right. Symund, Iâm sorry-â
âNo. No, itâs alright.â He sighed heavily, âElowen I am so sorry this happened,â Symund started.
âYoung lady,â Greydon put a gentle hand down on Elowenâs shoulder, âyou have suffered a terrible loss, but you do not need to face it alone. Let us help you.â
âI canât-â Elowen shook her head, swallowing against the urge to cry, âGreydon I canât ask that of you. You werenât a member of the college, I canât expect you to write these letters for me.â
âYou didnât, Iâm offering, and besides, you donât have the time to write them,â Greydon pressed. Elowenâs head snapped up angrily at Greydonâs comment, eyeing the spell scroll that he put down on the table beside her hand. âI managed to finish this before they arrived, and after the last two weeks Iâve had some non-magical busy work would do me some good.â
âI canât just go wandering off into the Fae Wilds right now!â Elowen snapped, âIâm the sole surviving member of this college. I- I owe it to the studentâs families to write to them, to tell them what happened, and to- to return their remains to their families. Oh I donât even know how weâre going to be able to identify the bodies...â
âYou wonât be wandering around aimlessly,â Diantha reprimanded, âyouâd be going there to ensure that the same evil that killed them will be stopped.â
Elowen hung her head in shame at Dianthaâs reprimand, âIâm sorry. Youâre right. I didnât mean it like that- I just...â she sighed, not sure how to continue.
âI can seal the college for now so that only you and I can enter it,â Greydon offered Elowen, âI can write the letters while you go on and stop this evil.â
âBut youâre not even a member of the faculty,â Elowen protested weakly.
Greydon laughed then began to count on his fingers and do a bit of calculation in the air, âMy dear, I havenât been in academia since longer than youâve been alive, but I can certainly help you with this task.â
Elowen sighed and rubbed weakly at her temple, â...I suppose you could write them as one of the Kingâs councilors. It will sound more official that way, and at least if they receive a letter from you they can ask and find out who you are easily enough. If they ask about me all theyâre going to hear about is my family, and my father is the last person these poor people will need to speak to⊠and it doesnât help any that my reputation is currently being dragged through the mud.â
The old man gently squeezed Elowenâs shoulder, âThat I can do. Now come along dear, and Iâll get this area secured.â The younger scholar nodded and got up from the desk, collecting the books and papers she had retrieved before handing them to Jelani to carry once again.
Elowen walked slowly as they made their way back through the college, grateful for the friends that walked alongside her as they made their way out of this tomb. Once outside the main doors Grayden lifted his hands and a magical purple aura formed the presence of a lock over the door before spreading around the whole college. âThere, now itâs safe until you return.â
âI should still write to the other colleges before we leave for the Fae Wilds. They need to know what happened here so they can be prepared.â Grayden nodded in understanding before taking the books from Jelani and shuffling off towards the castle. The group came to a quick consensus that rest was in order and headed back towards the Keep on the other end of the city.
As they made their way through the streets they could see the destruction and ruin left in the wake by the League of Evil Assholes. Buildings had been burned and destroyed, and everywhere there were dead bodies being pulled from the rubble. Most of the people were in shock, moving through their duties with faces haunted by the horror of the attack they had just faced. Elowen watched her neighbors with a heavy heart, noting the faces of each of the grieving family members left in the wake of all this destruction.
Thankfully the Keep seemed mostly intact, just some minor structural damage to a few of the parapets that needed to be seen to. When they entered the keep it looked as if the kitchen had been occupied and used in their absence during the attack. Elowen rushed upstairs to make sure that her room was locked and all the things inside were safe, and to her relief there had been no looting of her personal items or magic artifacts.
âMy roomâs intact, what about yours?â Elowen called down to the others down the stairs where they were helping Diantha put the kitchen back in order. Ciaran was the first up the stairs to check her room, and soon after came Jelani and Diantha.
âMineâs okay,â Ciaran reported.
âIt doesnât look as if ours have been touched,â Diantha reported, with a solemn nod in agreement from Jelani. âIt must have just been some people taking shelter during the attack.â
âMust have been,â Elowen agreed. She looked towards Symund and Ace who had followed along up the stairs, âThere are plenty of empty rooms. Take your pick and get settled. Iâm going to go repair what I can of the damage to the Keep.â
Symund spared Elowen a worried look as she dumped her bag just inside the door of her room while Ace tipped his hat and said, âMuch obliged to yeh.â The demon hunter urged Symund along to find a room as Elowen spared him a sad look before disappearing back down the stairs.
Outside of the Keep was filled with the sounds of carts moving through the streets and the city licking its wounds after the battle. Elowen was happy to see that most of the building was sound, and that the damage seemed to be artificial. She relaxed into the focus and concentration of her Mending spell, drowning out all thought as she worked on knitting the Keep back together stone by stone. It took her hours of concentration to get most of it back together, and after the third hour of casting she finally lowered her arms, rolling her stiff shoulders and neck with a sigh.
âThat was impressive,â Symund said from his perch on a low piece of wall behind her. He seemed freshly showered and wearing a new pair of breeches and a new tunic.
Elowen rubbed her left shoulder as she turned to look at him where he was sitting on the wall, idly strumming at the strings of a new lute. âHow long have you been there?â she asked.
Symund turned his head towards the sun and did a rough calculation, âAt least an hour. You didnât even seem to notice me, so I figured it would be best to wait until youâd finished.â
âYeah, well...â Elowen sighed as she sat down next to him on the wall, âfocusing on magic or other work has always helped me in the past when Iâm-â she swallowed against the lump in her throat, âwhen things are bad.â
The bard sat up and put down his lute as he placed a gentle hand on Elowenâs shoulder, âI know that whatâs happened is not quite the same as what happened to me⊠but I understand how it feels to lose people who you were close to for years. Elowen,â he waited until she looked up at him, âitâs okay to grieve for the people youâve lost, but just remember that there are still people here that care about you.â
Elowen sniffled heavily at his words and wiped at her face again, groaning in disgust when she looked down at the ash that coated her skin. âIâm covered in them,â she whispered in horror, tears running down her cheeks as she looked up at Symund, âI breathed them into me.â Elowen put a shaking hand over her mouth and resisted the urge to be sick. âPlease tell me thereâs still bathing water left,â Elowen asked weakly.
âI made sure that there was,â Symund answered her gently, offering her a hand up.
She shook her head at the offer, still looking a little green, âN-no, donât touch me. Youâll get them on you if you do.â
âElowen,â Symundâs voice was gentle as he positioned himself to catch her as she stood swaying on her feet, âitâs going to be okay. Weâll go inside, you can take a bath, and get into new clothes.â
Something inside of her made his worried tone of voice amusing, and she laughed despite the way it made her head swim. âDo you know Iâd only ever seen a handful of dead bodies before I came to White Shadow? Iâve seen at least two hundred times more death in just the last month since I left the college to travel with this group than Iâd ever seen previously in my whole life! Iâve seen a plague leaving dead bodies in the street, an entire city of the dead, nearly an entire village slaughtered by a cult including the sweetest old man I think Iâve ever met in my life, a-and now- now we come back and the whole college is gone. All of them! And there wasnât hardly a thing I could have done to save them, or- or any of those poor people we saw in the rubble on the way back to the Keep! What good am I as an Abjuration Wizard if I canât even protect my own city? I was completely useless out there! They killed the King and Ciaran right in front of me and I couldnât do a damn thing to stop it. I just wish this were a nightmare! At least if it was a dream I could wake up and theyâd still all be alive.â
âOh Elowen,â Symundâs face fell, and it was the worry and pity in his eyes that finally allowed Elowenâs tears to fall.
The Halfling fell down to her knees and sobbed as hard as she could as all of the frustration, fear, and grief finally found its release. When Symund tried to move forward to hug her Elowen ordered him to stay back, unwilling to cover him in the ashes and decay that was still coating her body. He obeyed her wishes, but instead of leaving her to cry in the dirt of the courtyard Symund summoned a giant spectral hand and gently lifted Elowen from the ground so he could carry her back into the Keep. The others watched as they passed, Diantha hovering near Jelani with worry plain on her face as Ciaran watched from the top of the stairs as Symund took Elowen up the stairs towards the bath.
âCan one of you grab a change of clothes for her please?â Symund asked gently as he deposited Elowen into the bathroom and closed the door to give her some privacy. Elowen didnât move from where she sat on the floor as the spectral hand Symund had summoned disappeared, and barely acknowledged when Ciaran knocked on the door a minute or two later.
âElowen, Iâm, uh, is it okay if I come in? I have some fresh clothes for you.â Ciaran called through the door. When Elowen didnât answer there was the muffled sound of a whispered argument between Ciaran, and what sounded like Diantha, on the other side of the door. âOkay, uh, Iâm coming in...â Ciaran slowly cracked open the door and put the clothes down on the counter nearby, âfresh clothes. Right there. So, uh, yeah.â
âIâll have dinner ready by the time youâre cleaned up,â Diantha called out from the hallway before Ciaran closed the door.
Elowen listened quietly as her friends retreated down the hall, finally bringing herself to her feet once she was sure they were gone. She stripped out of her clothes and scrubbed herself from head to toe as best she could in the freezing cold of the stone room. Once she was certain that there was no more ash on her person Elowen allowed herself to slip into the bath, grateful for the simple fire spells she knew that allowed her to heat back up the cold bath water in a matter of minutes.
She soaked for far longer than she should have, staring up at the ceiling and allowing the sound of the water lapping against the side of the tub to soothe her. She cried a few more times while she was bathing, and when the water had run cold again Elowen finally felt clean enough to slip out of the tub and into her fresh clothes.
By the time she made it down the stairs everyone had finished eating, but there was a covered dish waiting for her on the table beside where Symund was idly playing a quiet melody on his lute. âHow are you feeling?â he asked her gently.
âTired,â Elowen answered, forcing herself to sit beside him at the table and look at what had been served for dinner. She nibbled at a few of the things on the plate under Symundâs watchful eyes and sipped at the water glass that had been left for her.
âIâm not surprised, from what Diantha tells me youâve done a lot today,â Symund answered quietly. Elowen scoffed at his comment and shook her head, flinching a little when Symund gently placed his hand on top of hers. âElowen, please look at me.â She swallowed heavily and looked up at Symund, barely able to stand the gentleness in his eyes as he said, âWhat happened was not your fault. There was nothing that you could have done to stop this, but youâre alive and that means you can work to put an end to this. You can stop those people who killed your friends.â
âIâm not strong enough to beat him,â Elowen sniffled. âHe had all of us completely trapped. I couldnât use any of my magic, Symund. I never,â she closed her eyes and swallowed against the memories she had tried so hard to leave in the past, âI learned magic because I never wanted anyone to be able to make me feel powerless again, but Iâm still not strong enough.â
Elowen opened her eyes at the sound of Symund scooting his chair closer to her, and he kept a comforting grip on her hand as he said, âThen youâll get strong enough to beat him.â
âI have to find some way to be able to cast without needing to move my hands,â she answered him, rubbing at her face tiredly. âIf- if there's some way I can manage to learn how to do that we may have a chance⊠and we'll have to fight dirty. I know we will. They're too powerful for us to not cheat to take them down.â
âIf anyone is clever enough to figure out how to do that I'm sure it will be you, Elowen⊠but not tonight. Tonight you need to rest.â Symond pushed the plate of barely nibbled at food closer to Elowen. âIf you're going to win you need to take care of yourself first.â
Elowen sighed heavily and rested her elbow on the table, propping her cheek up on her hand as she turned to look at Symund. âThis is not at all how I imagined out reunion to go. I had imagined you would chastise or tease me for spying on you, and then we could have some sort of talk about how you left and how much Iâd been worried sick about you. Not- not this.â
âI am sorry about how we parted, but you knew I had to contact the family members of my adventuring party,â Symund sighed and looked away a little down towards the table, âand⊠and I had to be sure this was real. I had to make sure that I hadn't been enchanted with some wonderful dream and that one day it would end and I would wake back down below the ground.â
Elowen squeezed Symundâs hand, giving him a soft smile, âItâs not a dream, Symund. You escaped the Ivory Capital. You're free to do whatever you wish⊠Selat is gone, and he's not coming back.â
âI know,â Symund gently patted Elowenâs hand, turning the hand below hers so that he could hold her hand between his, gently running his thumb along the back of her hand, âand it's all thanks to you and your party.â
Elowen shook her head a little, âItâs hardly my party. Diantha is the one that keeps us all together. I'm just a tag along.â
âBut it wasn't Diantha who stayed up and spoke with me and reminded me how it felt to have a friend.â Symund countered. âYou do quite a bit more than you give yourself credit for, Elowen.â
She averted her eyes shyly at that, allowing silence to fall between them for a moment before she commented, âYou look a lot better than you did before⊠I'm glad that you're recovering.â
âI am too.â Symund sighed and withdrew his hands from Elowenâs hand, âNow itâs your turn to heal.â
When he gave a pointed look at her plate Elowen sighed and turned back to her cold dinner. âBetween you and Diantha I don't think I have any other option,â Elowen retorted.
âYou certainly don't,â Symund returned with a small smile of his own.
Elowen shook her head with a quiet huff of air that could have been a laugh. She did as she was told and focused on eating her dinner as Symund rested back in his chair and played his new lute. She listened to the melody and allowed herself to relax, forgetting about her worries until she had finished her plate.
As she got up to clean off her plate and return it to the kitchen to dry she told Symund, âCiaran recovered your lute from the Ivory Capital. I meant to write you so you'd know, but you never exactly gave me a forwarding address.â
Symund sat up in surprise at that news, âItâs here?â
Elowen nodded, âItâs up in my room on the shelf for safe keeping. Come on, I'll show you.â She started towards the stairs and looked back to make sure Symund was following.
When they got up to her room it was mostly dark, and Elowen lit a few candles as Symund looked at the spines of the books in her personal collection and at the few trinkets she had gathered and put up on her shelf. There was a flower from the Underdark that she had pressed and dried, some sand in a small vial and some water from the Wishing Pool from Shade, and the packet of spices that the old man had gifted to her.
Elowen took his lute down from the shelf where she had set it beside the dried flowers and handed it to Symund. He handled the lute with care, running his hands slowly over its strings and body to find that it had been well cared for in his absence.
âI never thought I'd see this again, but I should have known one of you would have found it.â Symund admitted.
âFinding it was the only reason we knew you were still alive,â Elowen explained. âI'm sorry for spying on you, but I was so worried-â
âI knew you were,â Symund sighed and placed a gentle hand on her cheek, kneeling down so they would be at eye level, âand I'm not mad. I knew the only person that could have been watching me like that was you, and that you were just trying to make sure that I was safe.â
Elowen sighed and pressed her cheek against his hand, holding it there for a moment before she wrapped her arms around Symundâs neck. âIâm so glad youâre here,â Elowen admitted.
âMe?â Symund laughed darkly, âIâm glad youâre here. When Diantha said something had happened to the college-â Symund swallowed heavily, âI thought Iâd lost you. If you hadnât been travelling with Diantha you would have been gone, just like-â
âShh, Symund, no,â Elowen gently soothed, âthat spell wouldnât have killed me. The cloak that I wear is enchanted to protect against force magic. I would have been the only one to have survived what happened.â
âBut I didnât know that,â Symund explained, pulling Elowen a little closer as he gently brushed his thumb against her cheek, âand for a moment I thought you were gone before we could meet again.â
âSymund,â Elowen breathed, her heart beating faster as he leaned in a little closer.
âIâm so glad youâre still here,â Symund whispered, glancing up at her hesitantly until Elowen relaxed in his grip, giving him the permission to gently press his lips to hers. The kiss was soft and hesitant, and Elowen could hear her heart hammering in her chest as Symund pulled her closer, burying his hand into her curls. As Elowen placed a gentle hand on his cheek she brushed aside a stray tear and kissed him back.
Kissing Symund was like kissing a man who had been drowning and was tasting air again for the first time. He was gentle with her, but she could feel just how much he needed to feel their lips together. When they finally parted for air Elowen was shivering and panting, her cheeks flushed with emotion as Symund slowly opened his eyes and looked at her. âIâm real Symund,â Elowen whispered, her heart aching at the way he closed his eyes and pressed his cheek into the hand that she used to cup his jaw.
âI know,â he breathed, nuzzling his face into the palm of her hand and placing gentle kisses on her wrist, âbut if youâre not real, then this is the cruelest dream Iâve ever had, and I donât want to wake from it.â
âSym-mm,â his name was lost on Elowenâs lips as he kissed her again, pulling her tight against his chest. Elowen wrapped her fingers into his hair and broke away just long enough to summon a small spectral hand to close and lock her bedroom door before the feeling of Symundâs lips on her neck broke her concentration completely.












