He woke, suddenly. Greeted by pre-dawn shadows, a glowing green hue from a cable box clock, and an odd tingle that still lingered from electro-shock dreams. There was no sleep left in his eyes. There rarely was, these days. A sense of restlessness set the background tone for an otherwise mundane life-song. It’s not that this existence bored him. He’s come to realize, as of late, that he was the one playing the tune. He could change the tempo, if he wanted. But, it would be in opposition to the conductor’s direction. Fuck the full band. Fuck the conductor. He wanted a solo. Staccato chop, followed by long flowing scales. Something abstract, like the jazz of a grittier New York City. Something to make him feel again.