I as a headmate, have word troubles. Psychosis of ours clouds my thoughts and thinking and makes it all jumbled. The words come out twisted more than normally. I keep calling it "thought distortion" and forgetting the actual doctor-approved words for it whenever it happens, but it gets the point across enough. It is frustrating to speak clearly, and I put lots of energy into clear words, but then when I have written or spoken with effort, my speech gets worse for a time. There is such limited energy for words in here. Energy runs out, and my speech does too.
I do not mind too much, I am only annoyed by others who do not understand if I try to speak through the mess of thoughts. Or those who mock. I deal with it much more than my system and others in it, the thought distortion. But... It is species euphoria, in a way sometimes. I speak wrong, I feel wrong, and that is right because I am delusion incarnate. I am not meant to be right.